Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Dear Mommy.

So soft like heaven,
Her touch lighter than all feathers,
Her eyes bring peace,
With my tears, she dies.
When he holds me tight,
She forgets if its the night.
With everything I do,
She holds herself together,
Just to hold me tight,
Just to wipe my tears.
To give me her love,
Eternal, unconditional.
She goes through so much,
My Mom, she does so much for me.

Dear Mom,
Your dreams are mine,
This heart you've given me,
This heart beats for you.
My Mom, I love you.
All of me, is all for you.
Your baby.

I still remember,
When I first opened my eyes.
I remember your tears,
They felt so precious on my cheeks,
I saw you, so beautiful.
With my voice, you died inside,
Watching me cry,
You'd shut the world,
Just to hold me together,
Smiling, laughing,
Close to you,
My Mom, I remember your tears.
They fell on my cheeks.
When I cried and you called my name.

Dear Mom,
Your dreams are mine,
This heart you've given me,
This heart beats for you.
My Mom, I love you.
All of me, is all for you.
Your baby.

Pleasure in pain.

I run and run and run,
Keep coming back to you,
For every moment in pain,
Winced eyes, and clenched fists,
I'm holding on to you,
While you're letting me fall,
Giving me pain,
Making me feel, every inch.
Of this hate, of this misery.
I feel alive,
When I'm holding on to you,
I find pleasure, in this pain.
In this pain you put me through.

Days and weeks and months and years,
I've never changed,
But you've been like seasons,
Making me numb and peeling my skin,
You've hurt me like these blades,
Pieces through my skin,
With the darkness in everything you do,
You've got me so stuck,
So stuck to everything you do,
I find love,
In your eyes when you stab me,
I find love,
In your touch, when you're burying me.
Down in the ground.
I feel alive,
For all you've put me through.

Monday, July 2, 2012

Tears and Smiles.

Steps by steps,
Like the clouds fall into place,
The pieces of their hearts,
They fall together,
Sometimes just the two,
Sometimes the scars of the past,
They heal when they meet,
One hand holds the other,
Close and tight,
Healed by the other.
When the clouds shatter,
It rains tears,
Tears and smiles,
For tomorrow,
Another grey sky.
Too much rain,
When they crash together,
They burst into tears.
Tears and rain.
Pieces of our hearts.
We're like the clouds,
Waiting to come togethers,
Sometimes we crash and burst,
Tears and rain,
Sometimes we come together,
Fall into love,
Tears and smiles.

Feels so true.

You strike me,
High and mighty,
Not just to see,
You feel so soft,
Every moment here with you,
Feels so new,
Feels so true.
Like you're replacing the wounds,
Covering me, making me feel safe,
Giving me the sunshine,
To open up again,
At times like the morning,
To get out in the sun,
Feel every inch of my skin,
This burning sensation in my heart,
When you leave with no note,
When you leave for so long,
You strike me,
Surprisingly leaving me overwhelmed.
I'm like the moon to you,
You give me light,
And I shine for you,
I'm next to you,
In the day, at night.
Covering me with your light,
Making me feel safe.
You, feel so new.
Feel so true.

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Whisper 'Lets Go.'

Lights flickers,
Like the smiles you bring to me,
They shine, when I stare down at them,
Thunder and lightning,
With your voice, piercing.
Through this darkness,
Holding me together,
Holding me tight,
Its just you and me,
And I'm falling deep,
Into this darkness,
Over and over,
And I'm thankful to you,
For every second that I breathe,
You bring me back,
Up to the heights,
Where we watch the moon shine,
The lights fade,
As they close their eyes,
They're windows dimming,
The streets haunting the barks,
The trees shunning these birds,
We sit there,
You hold me together,
With your angel like voice,
Piercing through my problems.
There's too much to live for,
There's a long way to go,
You hold my hand,
Smile at the moon,
The stars, the thunder,
You look into my eyes.
You hold me together,
Whispering 'Lets go.'

Oh soul of my life.

I'm not certain about this place,
Where I am right now,
Every feeling I try to feel,
Everything I try to remember,
Hurts me deep down,
Where have you put me?
Oh soul of my life.
What have you done to me?
I don't know what to see,
What to feel, what not to feel.
Right now I feel this emptiness,
Like the sky in this place,
Wherever you've brought me,
Oh soul of my life,
Right now I see roads,
With no turns,
With no lights.
With no where to go,
And I'm not sure where to go,
What have you done?

 

España

Whatever or whoever I've been supporting,
Its a coincidence that I've been supporting them since the year 2003.
John Cena and Espana, Michael Schumacher as well :D
Its been a long time coming hey?
Euro 2008 - World Cup 2010 - Euro 2012.
España - España - España

Heartbreak of this season was David Villa, and Puyol.
Missed that No 7 magic, they game changer Puyol <3
What was really depressing was, for these glory hunter supporters of the teams,
They ruin the moods and everything.
So, Italy vs Germany was on way,
They said, Germany would win,
I myself, expected Germany to win, but the unpredictable Italian game changed everything,
By the time the clock hit 90 mins, I saw tweets of my fellow Spaniards tweeting that they're not sure if España would win this year.

This post here is just to make them feel bad about themselves,
If you doubted the game of Spain, then you're not an España fan. :D