Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Through the window.

You didn't ask for it,
You never gave your heart,
But you lie with our dreams,
How we look in the future?
With no hope for tomorrow,
We just live these little moments,
Caught in the middle of roads,
We have no where to go,
We're left with the expectations,
This is the time you just smile,
Watch the days go by,
Bring life in everything you do,
And I live, just with you.
Day after day, we make dreams come true,
Just me and you.

Yesterday when you told you loved me,
You voice hasn't stopped echoing,
I can feel our dreams come to life.
Like you hold the hands of the little ones,
We walk in the snow,
And we dance in the rain,
When I look out this window,
It rains in the sunshine,
And the ice melts the snow,
Its just you, lying here with you,
There's so much that you do,
Bring life in everything you do,
And I live, just with you.
Day after day, we make those memories,
With no clue of tomorrow,
Just you and me.

I'm losing.

Its the same place,
Its the same date,
A few months later,
But I'm alone now,
I can see my mistakes,
I can feel them leave me behind,
In the darkness the of night,
In the coldness of all their smiles,
They walk around me,
Hand in hand,
And I don't remember your laugh,
I don't remember your smile.
I'm losing a memory.

I remember my hands on your waist,
We danced to that song,
Where you hummed the tone,
And I sang those words,
Watching you count the stars,
I couldn't look away.
Until you lost count,
And I felt you shiver.
I thought I'd warm you up with my smile,
But you held me tight, shivering more.
I'm losing my charm.

To every promise I made,
Promises I couldn't keep.
I feel the crack on my demeanor,
In the outlines of my heart,
How I carry your heart,
Setting fire to our love,
Brighter than the sun,
I held you tight,
I couldn't feel you there.
I'm losing you.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Under the rainbow.

Just underneathe the stars,
Where the birds stay still,
Feeling the wind against their wings,
And the fly to the highest peak,
Hidden by the rain,
Until the most beautiful rainbow,
Pulls them all, towards that laugh.
It changes the world,
Dumbfound by the thunder,
Pulled towards every drops that falls,
Crack after crack, they stood there.
Staring into nothing,
Where the rainbows lie,
Where there is no love or hate,
And sorrow lifts up the happiness,
Where the rich find the poor,
Under the rainbow,
Where the clouds crack and they're all there.
And when it rains, they're no longer hidden.

End of the world.


The skies are crashing,
And we run from the clouds,
They burst over us,
Just flooding us with memories.
I watch the place we used to love,
Fade away into ashes,
As it rain over the fire.
And we put off our hate,
All this rage and all the sorrow,
We let them drown,
Like they're never be tomorrow.
If its the end of the world,
Let me carve your way,
Away from every stone that falls,
From the dunes that cover me,
Later when I'm alone,
When you're nowhere to be found,
Away from these lightnings,
The thunder and the clouds,
That set fire to me.

If it was the end of the world,
I'd have you linger on my hold,
Finding reasons to stay longer,
When I held you tight,
When the flowers fade to petals,
Flying away like the lashes,
Of my eyes, wished upon.
Just to keep you here longer.

I take comfort from this rain,
I feel it numbing my senses,
Putting off my despair,
Pulling through my soul,
Like there's no tomorrow.
Like its the end of the world.

Monday, November 28, 2011

Darkenss that meant the world to me.

I look back on this road,
So far, beyond the horizon.
As far as I could see,
I just watched you walking with me.
Now a few steps to fall,
Just a few steps end it all.
I can't see why you're not here,
I close my eyes and my tears fall,
My breathe quickens, like my heartbeat.
I close my eyes and it burns.
The memories of you, flashing before me.
Is it the moment I'll remember?
This pain making me so cold inside.
You made it seem so beautiful,
Now without your memories,
I open my eyes to this darkness,
This darkness that once made me smile.
It was colourful and bright back then.
This darkness that meant the world to me,
Before it shattered, before the fall.
Now it lies underneathe my steps,
Pieces of you,
The way you made me feel alive,
The way you lifted all my pain,
And I pick these pieces up,
Walking all the way back,
I'll hold your hand,
Just to do it again.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

For all the right reasons.

The music starts,
And I can see you looking at me,
With the blush on your cheeks,
The perfection of your smile,
Drawing me to you,
Next to the fountain,
Where all our world meets.
I hold your hand,
Lead you under the stars,
Where the music moves your feet,
I hold your hand,
And twirl you into me,
I can feel the flick of your hair,
Tickling my sensing, like your sweet perfume.
I follow every look in your eye.
I find all the thing I ever fell for.
From the hint of shyness,
And the nervousness on your palm.
I could you just hold your hand,
And watch you breathe, quicker than I'd walk away.
Deeper than my love for you,
Hitching your breathe,
And fluttering your eyes,
You whisper, ' Don't do this to me.'
For all the right reasons,
I leave you breathless,
For all the right reasons,
I do so much for you.
With just your smile,
Your beautiful smile,
You leave me speechless.

Next to you.

I'll be the one next to you,
With all your needs,
Clenched so tight in my hand,
I'd never let them go,
I need you to need me,
Is it enough to keep you here?
When you hold my hand?
Just to go through every step,
Leaving trails behind,
And you walk within the lines,
Seeping in every little detail,
And I stand next to you,
Hold the side of your face,
I can feel your eyes, bore into mine.
Inside your world falling apart,
Your brown beautiful eyes,
Shattering into pieces,
I can see your dreams,
In the tears you wipe.
Was it enough when I held you tight?
Was it enough when you walked over me?
Was I the one you remembered when you cried?
Is it enough for me to die?
Just to save your life.