Watching the sunset,
I miss your feel around me,
Watching the sky turn dark,
I miss the colour you bring in me.
And every song that plays for us,
Every word I dedicate to you,
They're all diminishing like the sun,
And they're vanishing in the dark,
Like the world turning around,
You turn my world around,
Dancing with my feelings,
Medling with my heartbeat.
You're standing miles away,
With your hand on your heart, in mine.
Waiting for the sun to set,
For the night to fall,
This pain goes away, with time.
With the tock of this clock,
It gets better,
With time,
We get better.
How you smile when I'm in pieces,
Sparing the answers to my cries,
You're so strong, and I'm weak for you.
And you, being so beautiful,
Steal the colour of my life,
Living so far apart,
I'm in the clouds tonight,
Holding them together..
Tonight I'll pour down on you.
This silence I embrace,
Surrounded by the voices of the strangers.
This peace I protect,
For when you hide in my arms.
I'll brush your weaknesses,
Kiss away your pain and it'll be better,
For you I'll spare my happiness,
For you I'll give up time.
With time, it gets better.
We get better with time.
How you smile when I'm in pieces,
Sparing the answers to my cries,
You're so strong, and I'm weak for you.
And you, being so beautiful,
Steal the colour of my life,
Living so far apart,
I'm in the clouds tonight,
Holding them together..
Tonight I'll pour down on you.
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
This air, I breathe.
This air.
by Saad Naseem on Wednesday, 28 March 2012 at 18:51 ·
Soon I'll be there, where you are.
Soon, I'll be seeing you.
Take my life away if it doesnt move me,
Take away my smile if I don't smile for you.
And you could hold me forever,
Stop my breath if I stop smiling.
And somewhere deep down in me,
A spark, a fire, something lives.
And every time I've heard you,
Saying my name, calling me loud.
I grow a bit more,
Inside, I'm alive.
And somewhere deep inside me,
Lives a world I've made for you.
And these clocks start ticking,
When we're us,
And they're dusting and rusting.
Lets not let it fall.
Something like a new love, feels here.
Forever I've been saving my pain.
And I'd give them to you...
Pour it over you, and you can take my life,
Take away all of me if I regret.
Let me flow by the river,
If I say you were never enough.
More than me and more than forever.
You've held me with safety, kept me secure.
Soon, I'll hold you tight,
Let me go if I don't whisper my love,
Let me fall if I don't melt for you.
This love is too much,
There's too much you give,
Too much I'd never risk to lose,
So here I am, coming back to you,
To watch you from the of my eyes,
To protect you forever, keep you safe and secure.
To promise you forever and more,
And to love you more than most
Photograph of misery.
All there is left are memories,
Here, lying on the floor,
With pieces of me.
For the first time,
I've felt so dead,
Ripped apart from nature.
There's no sense in this place,
No cold feet, no rushing warm blood.
Numbness is in my skin,
Its in the air.
There's no flickering light,
No light at all,
Where I lie right now,
There are no lies, and promises.
Kept in, kept far away from me,
From where no one has ever been before,
This place,
I've never read of, never heard of,
And I lie here still,
Awakened by surprises,
I stay here, and my heart isn't beating.
There's no coldness in my skin,
Nothing but numbness in the air.
A capture of misery,
In cell, there are no bounds,
I walk free, but I lie still.
Scared to make a move,
Scared to feel something,
Scared, to make it feel real.
It would start feeling real,
And then the gasps for air,
Reaching for your touch,
Crying until you calm me down,
And screaming until my throat dies up,
These thought keep me scared,
And I wouldn't move an inch.
There's no cold in this place,
There's no flickering light.
Its me and this misery,
Of the scratches walls,
The cries of setting free,
There are no bounds here,
Just numbness in the air,
Deprived of every feeling.
A photograph of misery.
Here, lying on the floor,
With pieces of me.
For the first time,
I've felt so dead,
Ripped apart from nature.
There's no sense in this place,
No cold feet, no rushing warm blood.
Numbness is in my skin,
Its in the air.
There's no flickering light,
No light at all,
Where I lie right now,
There are no lies, and promises.
Kept in, kept far away from me,
From where no one has ever been before,
This place,
I've never read of, never heard of,
And I lie here still,
Awakened by surprises,
I stay here, and my heart isn't beating.
There's no coldness in my skin,
Nothing but numbness in the air.
A capture of misery,
In cell, there are no bounds,
I walk free, but I lie still.
Scared to make a move,
Scared to feel something,
Scared, to make it feel real.
It would start feeling real,
And then the gasps for air,
Reaching for your touch,
Crying until you calm me down,
And screaming until my throat dies up,
These thought keep me scared,
And I wouldn't move an inch.
There's no cold in this place,
There's no flickering light.
Its me and this misery,
Of the scratches walls,
The cries of setting free,
There are no bounds here,
Just numbness in the air,
Deprived of every feeling.
A photograph of misery.
Thrill.
The miss you taking away my breaths,
And I'd hold you by your cheeks,
'Breathe, baby breathe.'
The way you'd freak out, maybe I miss that.
The way you yell and scream,
In anger and agony,
I just silence your world,
I hold you tight,
Maybe I miss you needing me,
Maybe I just miss you missing me.
I miss you,
I've made things stay the same,
Since I've missed you,
Since the last time you held my hand,
I'm still here, where you were,
Where we were, where we were us,
A few hours without you,
And it feels like I've been here,
Longer than I've known you,
And a lifetime ago,
When you held my hand and walked away,
I've missed you more and more each day.
I miss the thrill,
Whenever you had something coming,
I closed my eyes,
I felt your lips on my cheeks,
But I closed my eyes,
I felt your arms around my neck,
Maybe I miss waiting for you,
Around the corner,
And here I am still,
Waiting for you, since a lifetime,
Maybe I miss feeling needed.
Maybe I miss holding you.
I miss the thrill.
The thrill of loving you.
And I'd hold you by your cheeks,
'Breathe, baby breathe.'
The way you'd freak out, maybe I miss that.
The way you yell and scream,
In anger and agony,
I just silence your world,
I hold you tight,
Maybe I miss you needing me,
Maybe I just miss you missing me.
I miss you,
I've made things stay the same,
Since I've missed you,
Since the last time you held my hand,
I'm still here, where you were,
Where we were, where we were us,
A few hours without you,
And it feels like I've been here,
Longer than I've known you,
And a lifetime ago,
When you held my hand and walked away,
I've missed you more and more each day.
I miss the thrill,
Whenever you had something coming,
I closed my eyes,
I felt your lips on my cheeks,
But I closed my eyes,
I felt your arms around my neck,
Maybe I miss waiting for you,
Around the corner,
And here I am still,
Waiting for you, since a lifetime,
Maybe I miss feeling needed.
Maybe I miss holding you.
I miss the thrill.
Why does it hurt so much?
Away from these empty fields,
Somewhere, when the stars fall,
Behind the rainbows,
Someplace on untouched land,
Love lies, touched by none.
They say, its a feel,
They say, its a thought.
Love is a river,
A thread holding them closer,
A reason to live,
A reason you die.
Two and two,
They're all in heaven,
Someplace where love shuns hate,
And we deserve it all,
Love is there,
Untouched, somewhere hidden.
Years and years,
Why do we tremble?
If we're so used to this,
Of the shooting stars,
And the darkness with the rain,
When love takes off,
There's no storm or rain,
There's nothing, no pain.
Why does it hurt so much?
Untouched by we're in so deep,
From its eye, you see one,
The one and only one.
And the way they shine,
Like no one, like never before.
They say, love is a feeling,
Is it a thought or a river?
Is love when they're together,
Love is here and love is now.
When you tremble so much?
You see them wherever you go,
Miles apart but they're still here,
Somewhere, a face in the crowd,
A voice in the noise,
A whisper when its quiet,
Why does it hurt so much?
We can stay up,
All night and sit all day.
Talk about you me, and forever.
We can sit here and talk forever,
If it hurts you, I die too,
I know when I cry, you weep too,
They say its a feeling,
But far away from you,
When I feel nothing at all,
And you're still there,
Watching this star fall, like I just did,
They shine at the same time,
You're there and you're mine,
Untouched by my love,
I feel nothing.
And it still hurts so much.
These eyes they don't close,
And life doesn't matter,
Every drop gives life,
And we tremble for them,
Somewhere in the darkness,
Scratching the walls,
Just to be different,
To never be normal,
Save up all our cries,
For your arms,
We save up all our tears.
Confined in this pain that never shows,
We don't blink or cry,
No teardrop leaves our eyes,
And inside, we're tumbling,
Trembling and falling.
Screaming so loud, it goes silent,
And then they close,
These innocent eyes.
They close until they're here.
Untouched by love,
We don't feel a thing.
When love takes off,
There's no storm or rain,
There's nothing, no pain.
Why does it hurt so much?
Somewhere, when the stars fall,
Behind the rainbows,
Someplace on untouched land,
Love lies, touched by none.
They say, its a feel,
They say, its a thought.
Love is a river,
A thread holding them closer,
A reason to live,
A reason you die.
Two and two,
They're all in heaven,
Someplace where love shuns hate,
And we deserve it all,
Love is there,
Untouched, somewhere hidden.
Years and years,
Why do we tremble?
If we're so used to this,
Of the shooting stars,
And the darkness with the rain,
When love takes off,
There's no storm or rain,
There's nothing, no pain.
Why does it hurt so much?
Untouched by we're in so deep,
From its eye, you see one,
The one and only one.
And the way they shine,
Like no one, like never before.
They say, love is a feeling,
Is it a thought or a river?
Is love when they're together,
Love is here and love is now.
When you tremble so much?
You see them wherever you go,
Miles apart but they're still here,
Somewhere, a face in the crowd,
A voice in the noise,
A whisper when its quiet,
Why does it hurt so much?
We can stay up,
All night and sit all day.
Talk about you me, and forever.
We can sit here and talk forever,
If it hurts you, I die too,
I know when I cry, you weep too,
They say its a feeling,
But far away from you,
When I feel nothing at all,
And you're still there,
Watching this star fall, like I just did,
They shine at the same time,
You're there and you're mine,
Untouched by my love,
I feel nothing.
And it still hurts so much.
These eyes they don't close,
And life doesn't matter,
Every drop gives life,
And we tremble for them,
Somewhere in the darkness,
Scratching the walls,
Just to be different,
To never be normal,
Save up all our cries,
For your arms,
We save up all our tears.
Confined in this pain that never shows,
We don't blink or cry,
No teardrop leaves our eyes,
And inside, we're tumbling,
Trembling and falling.
Screaming so loud, it goes silent,
And then they close,
These innocent eyes.
They close until they're here.
Untouched by love,
We don't feel a thing.
When love takes off,
There's no storm or rain,
There's nothing, no pain.
Why does it hurt so much?
Sunday, April 1, 2012
Your picture.
I'm looking at your picture,
There's so much mystery in your eyes,
There's so much innocence when you smile,
And beauty when you glide.
There are these thoughts in your mind,
That leave me left behind,
Amazed over what you are,
Waiting for your word again,
Waking up from these lonely dreams,
I wake up to your smile,
Here on the night stand,
I'm staring at your picture.
Such beauty when you smile.
Innocence when you close your eyes.
I'm looking at your picture,
This mischievous grin you play,
I'm at the edge of my seat,
Waiting for your burst of laughter,
You're so beautiful when you breathe,
You're so beautiful when you're near,
I'm amazed by the way you leave me,
With a quick word, making me feel loved,
And its never over, until you're here again.
I look at your picture,
And I fall in love.
Then I hear your thoughts,
And I'm falling in love again.
There's so much mystery in your eyes,
There's so much innocence when you smile,
And beauty when you glide.
There are these thoughts in your mind,
That leave me left behind,
Amazed over what you are,
Waiting for your word again,
Waking up from these lonely dreams,
I wake up to your smile,
Here on the night stand,
I'm staring at your picture.
Such beauty when you smile.
Innocence when you close your eyes.
I'm looking at your picture,
This mischievous grin you play,
I'm at the edge of my seat,
Waiting for your burst of laughter,
You're so beautiful when you breathe,
You're so beautiful when you're near,
I'm amazed by the way you leave me,
With a quick word, making me feel loved,
And its never over, until you're here again.
I look at your picture,
And I fall in love.
Then I hear your thoughts,
And I'm falling in love again.
Wonders.
Don't know how this goes on,
I don't know why it happens,
Is it as simple as this,
Is it tougher than it looks,
Do you know I miss you?
Don't you know I'm here?
I can feel you fade,
With every tumbling step,
So I stay in the light,
I stay close to you.
Behind these tears that I fall,
There's too much sincerity,
There's too much care,
For every moment you're gone,
For every moment you don't look my way,
I wish I could tell you,
I'm itching closer,
And I'm fighting with time,
Days and night, I just wait.
To fall on your shadow,
For your eyes to fall on me.
Days and nights, in this place,
Until I fall, right in your arms.
If there's heaven on earth,
I've seen smiling and laughing,
Putting me together,
When she holds me tight.
If there's beauty in sorrow,
Then I've seen it here,
Weeping in my arms,
Safe and secure,
In storm, in love, in war,
I've seen her holding my hand.
If there's perfection in emotion,
Then I've felt it,
For a little longer than a moment,
Lasting more than a lifetime,
I've felt it, all the while you've been here.
If there's a wonder in this world,
I've seen it,
Walking, talking, smiling,
In her laughs, in her beautiful voice.
I've seen wonders.
I don't know why it happens,
Is it as simple as this,
Is it tougher than it looks,
Do you know I miss you?
Don't you know I'm here?
I can feel you fade,
With every tumbling step,
So I stay in the light,
I stay close to you.
Behind these tears that I fall,
There's too much sincerity,
There's too much care,
For every moment you're gone,
For every moment you don't look my way,
I wish I could tell you,
I'm itching closer,
And I'm fighting with time,
Days and night, I just wait.
To fall on your shadow,
For your eyes to fall on me.
Days and nights, in this place,
Until I fall, right in your arms.
If there's heaven on earth,
I've seen smiling and laughing,
Putting me together,
When she holds me tight.
If there's beauty in sorrow,
Then I've seen it here,
Weeping in my arms,
Safe and secure,
In storm, in love, in war,
I've seen her holding my hand.
If there's perfection in emotion,
Then I've felt it,
For a little longer than a moment,
Lasting more than a lifetime,
I've felt it, all the while you've been here.
If there's a wonder in this world,
I've seen it,
Walking, talking, smiling,
In her laughs, in her beautiful voice.
I've seen wonders.
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