Hate.

Flowing off the top,
Boiling up with emotion.
Feeling the hate like never before,
Unable to utter a word,
I stare at your face,
And words hurt like a stab.
Every breathe feels like a bother.
The past changes,
As the trust sets free.
I close my eyes and let it settle down.
Look me in my eyes and tell me why.
If my words held value,
I'd tell you about it.
But unable to utter a word,
Hate wasn't an option.
But now I skip you everytime,
No you don't matter.
Every time I see you,
I skip a beat, and I'm overwhelmed.
I wish there was forgiveness.
I wish there was forgetting.
For there is no place for redemption.
In my heart, there is no place for hate.