I've never wanted this for you.

You're telling me you can do it too,
But its never what I've wanted for you.
You're seeing like I've lived.
But its not the way you're ever going too.
For every corner of it I've learned,
Holding your hand, we'll walk through, like in the park.
Hiding you away from the world,
We'll go on, you're watching life like I've lived.

For every scar your finger traces,
You wish it was you.
For every tear that slips my eyes.
You wish there was something you could do.
All of this, all of it.
For the love I have,
For you, for the softness of life.
We've walked around every dark place,
Look upto me, but never live the life I have.
Its never what I've wanted for you.

The fun in the pain,
Lasts until you're there again..
Falling though the oblivion of misery.
Thing you saw, you now wish, you could never see.