I need your magic.

Courage and bravery,
I drown them deep inside.
When I'm hiding in the dark,
Trembling for these thoughts to disapprear.
Ignoring every ray of light that hurts me,
In a heartbeat, in the blink of an eye.
I feel the tears slip,
Down in this darkness,
Like pearls hidden from the shine.
I'm like a turn on the road,
Misguided, you've moved away.
I wanted you to breathe this air too,
Do what you always do.
I need your magic...

Patience and positivity.
Far from looking upto smiles,
I wrap me around myself.
In these four walls, search your presence.
You promised to be here,
When I'm too cold for the sun,
Too scared to run,
I blink my eyes, time and time again.
Remembering your words,
" In the blink of an eye, I'll be there... "
I need your magic...