Dear Life.

Dear Life,
You and me, together we've been broken, battered, and shattered.
Loved, been cared of and felt absolutely out of words.
When I try to feel this happiness that I feel very rarely,
Why do you place me with my pain?
When I make a mistake, you pierce my heart with guilt.
Leaving me shattered for days long, very close apart.
When I look for the day, it rains,
Why do you bring up the sunshine?
When I cry in the night, why do they knock on my door?

Together, you and me, we've felt love, we've felt hate.
When I look towards the end, why is there darkness?
When I feel this love, it feels like its always there.
And hate hovers, over all that makes us smile.
Over all that makes us feel right.
When I hurt myself, why do you open their eyes?
When I'm not there, trying to get away, Why do you make them need me?

When I'm not with you, I lie there.
When I'm with you, I'm stabbed, lied to and hurt.
I've tried letting you know about my fears,
But I'm afraid you'll put me right there,
With them, left to hurt, left to cry,
Like its a test,
Are you a test?