Ripping apart.

We were both soft and,
Weak for the other.
And the things I could never say,
Ripping me apart,
Everytime you breathe in my arms,
How poor am I, I have no patience.
And you're doing it right,
Maybe testing my depth.
How far can I go?
Before I fall apart,
With every time you slip away,
Like the sand between my fingers,
And these metaphors would never be enough,
With the missing pieces of me,
The things I can never say,
Carrying all the right smiles,
Carrying all the right heartbeats.
I can never say I miss you this much,
I'll be weak and I'll be fallen,
Are you looking through me?
While you're so far away.
Playing hide and seek, with my heartbeat.
And all that I yearn for,
I am restless, I can't feel breathing.
I can feel you breathing.
I can feel you reaching, and looking for me.
Can you see me standing?
Ripping apart.