Without you.

I stand here, on this bridge,
Crossing over to my sanity,
On me, I have a letter,
A tumbler, a picture cut in half,
I see you smiling at me,
With me, the other half, somewhere I threw,
Here at the edge,
I'll take a leap of faith tonight,
With the ashes of my memories,
Blowing off the lid,
I'll let go of your smiling face,
Rolled and dipped in memories of you,
Folded in a few words I've written for you,
If you ever stumble upon,
I want to thank you,
For all the scars and wounds,
For hurting me until I couldn't feel again,
Thank you for making me me,
And the long nights,
They've taught me patience,
Wanting all I ever did,
Has taught me life,
Given me hints of all the misery there can be,
Maybe someday I will be whole again,
Maybe with all I want,
Maybe with all I will need,
But someday, I know someday,
Without you, I'll be complete.

I close my eyes,
I turn around,
I know I haven't yet,
But I'm walking towards my sanity,
I know I'm not sane yet,
But I'm walking there.
I'll be there soon,
Without you.