Fade

Words that we don't like,
Like stings and stirs,
They hit us with a blur,
Confusing and strange.
To never see you again,
And longing to hold your hand.
Its the distance between you and me,
Right now, we're hanging in between.

Like butterflies we thought it through,
Picking to the colours of love,
Turning from the dews that slip.
Leaf to leaf, seeped by the ground.
Like our happiness, they fade,
Leaving us with a frown.
Like butterflies we stick..
Stick to the colours of love.

Hold my hand, It won't be long.
Before the skies turn grey,
And you're moving on,
For me, just smile tonight.
Under the stars,
Make this beautiful promise.
Between your gorgeous arms,
I'll lie forever,
After the colours of love fade,
We'll still stay together.

Misery.

I could tell you a few things,
And make it harder for you.
I wouldn't mean to,
But you love me too.
When a edge scratches me,
It hurts you too.
If I'm all alone, you'll feel lonely too
I could just tell you a few things,
And make you feel miserable too..

I wish I could,
Lie in your arms all day.
Breathe in my world,
Have you stay there,
But I could not feel.
Theres just too much to say.
To love you like you want,
I'd have to hurt you that way.
Its tough to see you cry,
Tougher when theres nothing I can say.
I could just say a few words,
And make you feel this too.
I could just say a few words,
And make you feel miserable too..

I love you more,
And that's why I wouldn't tell you.
The things that kill me,
I wouldn't them to bother you.
I know you're mine, but over here,
I couldn't help but just miss you.

Times like these..

Its times like these,
they take away my energy.
Its the middle of the night,
I feel it explode.
This bottle of emotions,
overflowing to the top.
I have my heart no more, it walks as you do,
I feel it fade, but I feel you here,
Distant but I know you're mine...
Faraway my heart beats in you,
I know youre mine for your beats here too.

Its times like these that change me,
Again and again looking into nothing,
Looking for you, I know you're gone.
I hold my hand on the doorbell,
And my ears for your ringtone.
I sing to myself, here under the rainbow.
Rubbing my hands to the strings,
Feeling the colour of this love,
As it flies into the music..
Its time like these,
That make me need you..
I know you're mine,
But I need you now.

I need your magic.

Courage and bravery,
I drown them deep inside.
When I'm hiding in the dark,
Trembling for these thoughts to disapprear.
Ignoring every ray of light that hurts me,
In a heartbeat, in the blink of an eye.
I feel the tears slip,
Down in this darkness,
Like pearls hidden from the shine.
I'm like a turn on the road,
Misguided, you've moved away.
I wanted you to breathe this air too,
Do what you always do.
I need your magic...

Patience and positivity.
Far from looking upto smiles,
I wrap me around myself.
In these four walls, search your presence.
You promised to be here,
When I'm too cold for the sun,
Too scared to run,
I blink my eyes, time and time again.
Remembering your words,
" In the blink of an eye, I'll be there... "
I need your magic...

This way.

It gets colder in the summer,
Hotter in the cold.
It rains on a sunny day,
And shines in the dark.

Life goes on,
Without hurts and blames.
With smiles and laughs,
Like playing in the rain.

My world turns around,
When you laugh like that.
My world turns grey,
When you cry like that.

If it means anything,
Then I'll write it in every way,
I'll say it everyday.
Write on the sand,
And never let it wash away.
If it means anything,
I will tell you..
Time stops when you smile that way...

The beating of your heart.

I see music in the sky,
Walking to it..
I see shadows like mine.
Walls I pass,
Its like a maze I'm in.
I follow the butterfly effect,
Leaving scents at corners,
I can breathe you in the air.
Reaching out at all that I can.
Breathing every bit of you in,
Until I know where you are..
I see music,
Its the beating of your heart.

I feel my ears drum.
Its the voice of an angel,
Calling out my name,
I reach out to all that I can,
Lifting myself in the sky,
I fly towards the glow.
With every step I feel happiness,
Pouring in like the weather.
I feel you again.
The beating of your heart.

Heaven.

I don't know how it is up there,
Or If when we're there,
Will you see me like you do,
Down here, when you look at me.
With that smile,
Will you move an inch just to say hello.
Open your arms when I'm near there.
I don't know how heaven is,
But I just wish its like you...

I don't know about heaven,
But in my heaven,
Its just you and me.
Everybody is just you.
Its never dark, the moon shines.
Its never too brights,
The clouds stay on the horizon.
It rains when called for,
Its snows in the noon.
Its soo many things,
My heaven is nothing without you.