Monday, March 5, 2012

Fallen in your eyes.


Such elegance in your voice,
So much in just your breaths.
I am faraway, but you feel next to me.
I miss you and you'll come with surprises.
Standing under these beautiful stars,
They're never more beautiful.

Such elegance in your heartbeat,
And it beats me,
Far and wide,
I will be standing here,
And I can feel you, faraway.
I'll close my eyes,
And you'd be in my arms,
Listening to my song.
They've never done you justice.

So much love in your eyes,
And I fall years in them,
I will be staring,
I'll be reading you,
But I'm never here,
You put me there, where we live.
All the promises we keep,
And the wishes to come true.
I'll close my eyes again,
And you'll whisper to me,
All the things..
All the things I'd never say.

So much beauty in your being,
You make me nervous,
You make me perfect,
If I could say this today,
I'd save it for later,
I'll wait for that day,
You'll be in white,
And you'll be mine,
We're not moving too far,
I'll be right there,
I care, I've dreamt of heaven,
And today, you make it true,
Holding my hand,
Under these beautiful stars,
Never more beautiful than you,
You, I love you.

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Nothingness.

I'm smiling at you,
With each question you're asking me,
Watch my lips tremble,
As I try to speak,
As I try to look into myself,
Just holding on, holding my tears.
I've been dead and gone,
I'm too far gone to go back now,
Step after step, you've kept me on edge,
Its easier to laugh and smile,
Easier than crying here,
In this emptiness inside me,
Don't draw the light,
Don't draw me towards the dead,
I've been dead inside,
Don't paint me bright..

You'd never know what its like,
Inside this hole,
We chant the names and their memories,
We chant our love and their voices,
These moments, they make you mad,
Grow you old.
And when there's nothing you can do,
Go beneathe your own self.
Go farther down into the darkness.
And its there, inside you.
Inside the hole.
You've been dead and gone too,
Come here, far too gone.
Too far gone.

This is your home,
Empty without you,
And your tears light the fire,
Your pain brings live to it,
And the pieces of your heart,
Come together in the cold,
They shelter your smile.
They shelter your brave front.
They chant your name.
Come back now.
Its easier to laugh and smile,
Don't go back inside this hole.

Scenario #31 - Bushra Masood Khan - Lemons of life.


I've taken the toughest steps,
Just yesterday, I crossed this creaky bridge,
Thinking this while I stand here,
Across the river, one more time,
Wasn't it just yesterday,
I fought for every inch,
But I'm here again.
I feel lost, I feel burdened.
And you say it gets better,
You're over there,
All the way there where I've wanted to be,
Wasn't it just yesterday,
We were right there, together,
How did I get here?
Living with patience, I'm still silent,
I'd wish you see it in my calm,
For everytime you put me so faraway,
And you'd never know what I want,
You hold me so high when I'm scared of heights,
And in the moments when I'm scared the most,
You burn me with everything you have.
To you, every tear is like defeat,
Find me the reasons I'm here again,
Wasn't it just yesterday,
I fought for me.

Searching the missing pieces,
I've gotten here,
And I see them walk next to me,
They never say a word,
Just run their hands through the air,
Are we catching pieces,
Are we shooting for stars?
We were right there, together,
How did I get here?

Saturday, March 3, 2012

This pain doesn't suit you.


These tears and shivers,
This pain and your broken heart.
The tremble in your touch,
The weakness in your voice,
I've so much of you,
And this pain doesn't suit you.
This sorrow that reflects on you,
Take it away, put it off.
I've only seen you smile,
Laugh, glide and love.
I'm seen you cry,
In happiness and satisfaction.
I've wiped your tears,
And when they don't hurt,
They've wet my shoulder,
You've held me and we've laughed.
I remember your laugh,
So close to my ears,
So close to my heartbeat,
And it'd beat fast, faster than you'd feel.
Whenever you'd be here,
I'd force myself to breathe.
These tears and shivers,
I've held them at bay,
When you hold my hand,
I'd give you all of me,
And to make you smile,
To see you bright and shining,
One more time, I've held you tight.

This messy lock of your hair,
And how you've stuck yourself within,
And the look in your eyes,
They make you seem so lost,
So lost and lonely,
I'm fighting for the smiles,
I'm holding your hand,
And they've never felt so cold,
Am I too late?
Or is it never too late?
This weakness it doesn't suit you,
You my love, my angel.
For I've only seen you shine,
And when you smile, I smile.
And when you breathe, I try.
When you're here, I've held you tight.
And when you're near, these tears feel right.

Right now is.

Right now is when the moon shines,
They howl so loud, shivering us down.
Right now is when I wrap myself together,
In this cold, I've thought and cried.
To every moment I've spent with you,
I take a step, I close my eyes and smile.
I'll walk forever, until I fall into your eyes,
Sitting across from you, I'll just smile.
Right now is when I miss you the most,
I've heard your voice and it moves me.
I've felt your heartbeat, it soothes me.
And in this moment, I'd do so much.
Just to put off this fire,
Just to keep you nearer,
In this cold, in this winter night,
Right now is when I cry for you,
And in this moment, I feel so much,
I've seen your face,
And I've seen your smile.
They've always been beautiful.
Never more beautiful than your eyes.
Right now is the moment I feel so weak,
For every tear you let slip,
Every weakness that reflects on you,
It has me walking miles until I fall into your eyes,
I'd never let them fall,
Keep your eyes over me and I'll forever keep you safe,
I'll keep you beautiful,
And in tears, I'll keep you pretty.
Keep me near, your guardian angel,
And I'll keep you beautiful.
Right now is the moment I'd steal you,
For all my selfish needs,
To read your face and how it changes me,
Brings me from the darkests of pits,
Right here infront of you, smiling to the end.
I'd fall into pieces and chant your name.
I'd climb to the top of the hills,
And I'd scream my love,
Over the world, over this moon.
Right now is the moment I'm in love with you.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Don't go.


I've crossed the roads of your mind,
And you've been here making me smile,
We're trying to not fall down,
Hard and deep, but we're slipping.
All these days, and all these nights,
You've come nearer to me,
And I've been drawn to you.
And in trying to keep up with your charm,
I'm seeing more and more,
I'm feeling more and more,
And you're making me slip,
When you smile, blush, and flip your hair.
When you stay a little far away,
And distract all my gestures.
It gets harder to breath, when you're here.
It gets harder to be, when you're near.
All these mysteries I feel,
I'll hold your hand,
I'll look into your eyes,
Don't you feel it to?

I wake up to your voice,
With the rain on my window,
It sounds like the heaven gods talk about,
So sweet and so beautiful,
I could drift into this other world,
I'll be here whenever the sun goes down,
When they cut our threads,
I'll be here, missing you.
And I'll be standing, falling inside,
I'll be smiling, crying inside.
We've only come so far,
Far enough to turn around,
But don't go now,
Now that I'm needing you the most,
Don't do now.

You and me.


I'm been waiting here,
Put me back in pieces,
Bring me back from these thousand places,
Love me in a thousand ways, for these ten thousand moments.
And bring me back there where we belong,

Because you and me,
We've brought life to the crowd,
When we join hands,
Watch them smile..

When we glide,
Swiftly bringing their eyes here,
With the guitar, with the keys,
At every note, bring them to their feet.
Because when you and me,
We love in a thousand ways,
We make these thousand moments,
And they all live forever,
Its feels like falling deep in love,
They say, they fall for you and me,
You wear your crown and I will hold you high..
When its you and me..
Just you and me.