Last Dance

The slowest song plays,
And that look you part,
From the corner of the room.
Amidst the crowd, We just stare.
Just one night away from being miles apart.
For an uncertain period of time,
Broken up over this fact.
Looking into my eyes,
You hold my hand,
I wrap my arms around your waist.
We stare, but we don't speak.
Let the swaying do the talking,
The time that felt like a moment,
Being in your arms,
Holding you there, for the last time,
For the last time for a long time.
Leaning onto you, The music fades.
And I hear you sigh,
That body language, holding back tears.
And I wipe them away,
Its too late to promise a new day.
Maybe, somewhere far along the road.
We'll meet again.
Bump into each other, with that smile.
The one we've shared in the past.
Stare into our eyes and get lost in the moment.
Just like tonight,
But tonight.
As much it kills me to say,
Its just the beginning,
The beginning of the last dance, ever.

If youre not here tomorrow.

Our love is precious.
You stay the night.
And I stay in.
We've been singing all the time,
The look in our eyes,
Never feel the need to stop now.
This stare, this tingle.
Never getting enough of you,
Never feeling enough to the words we say.
I want you to know, that it doesn't matter.
If you're not here today,
If you're not here tomorrow.
I know you smile, faraway but yes you do.
You know I smile, over here, I smile for you.
I didn't love you to hurt you.
I can't stop.
I want you to know, It couldn't ever be better.
Something I've wanted to tell you,
In this life that seems like a dream,
I want to wake up with you still here.
With your heartbeat beating against mine.
Could I tell you how much I need you?
Or do you need to look in my eyes?
When I'll hold your hand, It'll feel right.
From thousands of miles away,
I think I'll walk to you tonight.
These words aren't enough.
In a look in the eyes.

In The Shadows.

They look into our eyes,
And the things they promise,
They make us believe.
You are destined for greatness.
You will be great.
The world stands no chance.
Three years from now,
When you're a failure.
When you feel this and you look back,
Look back into their eyes and you feel that intensity.
The intensity of faith, that beam of light.
Running through the shadows in your head.
Could you go back in time and look away.
Could you say what you've always wanted to say.
Walk out of the room before it catches fire.
Look away when the stars fall.
Could you have done it differently?
Would it bring you to peace?
To do it all over again,
To go through the changes,
The way this world would've been.
If you'd lost.
The way this world would've been.
If you'd acted differently,
How you change the people that surround you.
That look in yours eyes when they see you.
Would you change that just to change them?
Just to feel the greatness.
Where you really destined for greatness?
Or did you let them push their words,
Just too far down your heart,
Too far into the shadows.

There.

They want too, and you know they can.
Its not easy but you accept this.
Its in their hearts to make you smile.
Its in their hearts to never want to see you cry.

Because they love you,
Without threads attached.
Without if's and but's.
The worlds waiting, so are they.

They want too, and you know they can.
Love you, the way you never imagine.
Its true what they feel.
In their shoes, the sight of you is so beautiful.
Just don't push them away,
Don't step on their dreams.
Smile for you can,
Let them love you, for they can.

Because they love you,
Without threads attached.
Without if's and but's.
The worlds waiting, so are they.

Does it tingle your senses?
Do you smile to yourself at times?
Do you know you're in love too?
Are you up in the night,
Your room ceiling's not a painting.
Its just you unacquainted with your love.
For they say...

If you love something let it go,
If it comes back to you it's yours.
If it doesn't, it never was..

They'd never let you leave,
They'd never let you be alone.
They're there..
See it, they are.

Steady

What I am inside,
Is a broken glass,
Almost broken, tumbling to all the cracks.
Two days ago and what'll be two days later.
I feel like I've changed,
Just a while ago, I had you smiling.
To the little things I do for you,
Your smiles polish my glass inside,
Heal me, inch by inch.
With every time I make you smile.
A few dreams that I've dreamed.
Wake me up with a smile,
In the land of my sleep, I glide all the way.
Wandering off from this corner of the town,
To under your window, I stand with Roses.
Is it a trick, or is this just how I get you to be,
The best you can be, gliding and grinning.
Running into my arms.
With each step that we take together,
Sturdy and steady, I know we'll never fall.
With each step that you take...
I'll be right next to you,
With a hand on my heart.
Waiting for you to need a hand,
But you never do.
Tougher than this storm,
Stronger than the wind.
I know you've pulled me through the hard times.
But you never let me,
You wink, you walk.
You smile, you heal.

Not Enough.

The things I do for you,
The things I say,
The dreams I've lived,
The dreams I'll live.
I've never left you out of it,
Never left you out of anything.
Even in my dreams its felt unjust,
Unjust to my love for you.
Never expressed that way its meant to be.
Hold my hand and keep me right next to you,
And forever there, I'll keep the monsters at bay.
Forever there, I'll love you the way you want.
This entire time, I could've just stopped trying.
Could I go back and do it all again?
Could I go back to do it the right way?
Would it matter if I break your heart this time,
For the other way round,
I tried and I try really hard.
But things that I do,
Things that I say.
They're never enough.
Are they ever enough?

Say so much.

Someday I just might break,
I've been holding these tears for so long.
It feels like forever, that I've thought of it.
Thought of losing my grip, thought of throwing it away.
Throwing everything away, in love with you, I cry everyday.
In love with you, I smile everyday.
I don't know if you can ever see this,
But deep down the pits of my heart,
I've written your name, I've carved your name.

No, I don't send you letters everyday.
No, I don't take a blade and bleed your name.
But I love you in everyway...
Open your eyes, Its just the same.

Someday I just might break,
I've been holding on these lies for so long.
One after the other, I turn away.
Unable to look into your eyes,
With such honesty, you put your trust into me.
I've betrayed and I've beaten all you gave me.
I've fallen from grace and now I can't be,
With you under the same roof,
Without hitching my breath,
Without feeling a little scared.
You haunt me, for you hold my life.
With just words you turn me upside down.
In my dreams you seems to lovely,
So calm and so serene.
I know you will one day,
One day you will walk out of my dreams.
Love the way I do.
Feel the way I do.

No, I don't send you letters everyday.
No, I don't take a blade and bleed your name.
But I love you in everyway...
Open your eyes, Its just the same.