Say so much.

Someday I just might break,
I've been holding these tears for so long.
It feels like forever, that I've thought of it.
Thought of losing my grip, thought of throwing it away.
Throwing everything away, in love with you, I cry everyday.
In love with you, I smile everyday.
I don't know if you can ever see this,
But deep down the pits of my heart,
I've written your name, I've carved your name.

No, I don't send you letters everyday.
No, I don't take a blade and bleed your name.
But I love you in everyway...
Open your eyes, Its just the same.

Someday I just might break,
I've been holding on these lies for so long.
One after the other, I turn away.
Unable to look into your eyes,
With such honesty, you put your trust into me.
I've betrayed and I've beaten all you gave me.
I've fallen from grace and now I can't be,
With you under the same roof,
Without hitching my breath,
Without feeling a little scared.
You haunt me, for you hold my life.
With just words you turn me upside down.
In my dreams you seems to lovely,
So calm and so serene.
I know you will one day,
One day you will walk out of my dreams.
Love the way I do.
Feel the way I do.

No, I don't send you letters everyday.
No, I don't take a blade and bleed your name.
But I love you in everyway...
Open your eyes, Its just the same.