Half of me.

I'm walking and I remember seeing you,
Behind the glass of every cafe,
Laughing there, and you think you're alone.
The love I feel for you, when you smile.
Its impossible to walk away,
When you're there I feel like sitting next to you.
I'm walking away hoping you don't see me.
A little hurt over yesterday,
I'm waiting for a new brighter day.
I see you in the windows of every cab,
Behind the windows of every bus,
I'm walking tonight,
Walking away from you.
Maybe its just me or you're everywhere.
You're so cute, so hard to ignore.
I had to wonder about every little flaw,
In the captivity of negetivity.
I tried my best to pull you here,
Half hearted, you're half my heart.
I tried telling you about those little notes everywhere,
I tried telling you about the flower you loved,
And the times you heard a knock on your door,
I was right outside your door, again tonight.
I saw you through the glass,
Like it wasn't real, laughing like you're complete.
Here I stood wondering, where you left half of me..

I remember the smell of those sheets,
I remember telling him about my choice..
I wish I could just see him walk by,
Like the times before,
I just wish I could pull him here,
I have to recall all the bad memories,
All those wounds and all the hurt,
All the pain and all the cries.
I remember wanting him here,
Now I walk with such patience,
Smiling to every beat that aches.
I smile but I'm dieing inside,
Lost in memories of him,
I'm smiling with the other half of him..