Thoughts.

My thoughts,
They linger like a love song,
Taking up my energy,
Slowing me down,
They show me things, I'd never see,
I feel something I never felt..
I clear my head, when I try to cry..
I wish I was numb, atleast I'd be blank.
Running circles around the sadness..
Falling into this pit of darkness..
I hold myself together and I cry..
I feel every emotion explode, and I suffer..
Lingering on so much to every pin that pricks..
I've lost you in them..
I've been set on fire..
You've broken my heart,
And I've never seen you again..
Thoughts they slow me down..
When you hesitate I feel them act up..
When you're here but you're not here..
I feel them working on me..
I'm weaker with these thoughts..
I feel like I'm losing you everytime..
Everytime my heart beats louder..