Need you.

How wrong is it for me to need you?
Is it wrong for me to feel like this?
When I need you so much and you sit next to me,
I'm a little hesitant, I'm a little confused.
I could tell you everything,
Maybe just tell you " I need you.. "
I'm just so lost in my words,
They never find the way out,.
Out of my heart, they never reach you properly..
Maybe I'll blame myself tomorrow,
For the times I should've reached out,
Maybe you would've smiled.
Maybe you we would've cried.
I feel hesitant, when my heart needs you so much.
How calm and smooth, you sit there without this,
Without your tears being wiped off,
And your frame held properly,
On your own you're so good,
Why do I need you so much?

I need you here for every little fear.
I'm so scared of the memories,
And you wash them away.
Pick each detail, and you calm me down.
Kiss the top of my head,
Like you're erasing all that bothers me,