A little more than tomorrow.

A little less than tomorrow,
A little more than yesterday,
I feel a little more of this fever,
Falling forever, I'm free falling.
Forever running to nowhere,
I hold up all my thoughts,
I put them on a plate,
And you break the dishes,
Making me fall, shattering me,
I couldn't feel anymore,
When you walked away..
With my soul and more,
I couldn't feel anymore.
Running from the emotions,
I watched him cry, never felt that rush,
I would've wiped his tears,
I would've held him tight,
He stops at my face,
Like facing a nightmare,
Realizing the monstorous gaffe on my face,
The way I force a smile,
Like its never there,
The way I laugh out loud,
Making them walk away.
I worry and I weight a little less,
A little less than yesterday,
A little more than tomorrow,
You walked away with my soul,
And I wish emotions could be borrowed.