Never mine, I was all you had.

I'm still breathing here,
And I'm sorry everyday.
I won't always find,
Myself in the corner of guilt,
I'll move on but I'm sorry.
For everytime you bled out,
No one else was crying,
When you walked away..
No one else was dying..
When you couldn't stay..
I'm still crying for you..
And I wish these things you knew..
I can have you here but never have..
Everything I want, my other half.
For every moment you smiled,
I pictured this world of love,
Where we breathed love,
And you gave away happiness,
With every tear we formed rainbows to slide on,
We found ourselfs smiling, finding clouds to glide on..
We kept walking, right next to the sun..
Weighing on me, now you're too much to carry..
Leaning on me, like I've been yours forever..
Never mine and I was all you had..