Another Rant.

The past six months meant alot ot me.
I loved you with all my heart,
You did too for a while,
Now this has to end, 
I am sorry but I feel miserable,
Hanging between your Yes and No.
Everyday, I rise with new hopes.
Everyday you crush and crumple em,
Shove them down my existence.
Burning me more and more,
Burying me deeper and deeper.
Maybe one day you'll see with differently.
Just the way i used to see you.
The beauty that i'd recognise in every little thing.
How i called you adorable and you made that face,
That face that you'll make when i'll pass you down the road.
When you'll expect an "oh hello" but things have changed.
We can say that the tables have turned,
This thing thats arising from inside of me,
A new way of thinking, A new attitude.
A mysterious character that you hate,
For it doesn't give a shit about your existence.
Here you realise, It was all attention game, No?
Didn't Mom ever tell you its not good to expect?
What you feel right now is what you put me through.
You treated me like shit, Now move on.
Come on! You shouldn't be the one going through the morning period.
You thought i couldn't resist you, After knowing my feelings for you,
Resistence is my middle name, Now this is another rant.
You lied, You made me cry.
I never complained, I just smiled.
I was broken hearted now you're looking at me with those eyes.
Looking at me through the glass, The polished truth.
Maybe its something you should've seen long time ago.
When i actually did care about you, Don't come to me now.
I've too far gone. Gone way too far.
Everytime i close my eyes, I know a part of me,
That keeps on edging towards your thoughts, 
But you still don't see my sad eyes,
Mystified. I'm still in love.
Just blind. Blinding myself. Hurting you.