You my letter.

Sometimes we just wish for things,
All kinds, all the ones with doubt and fear.
I once wished for you to remember me,
Now I don't know why I did.
I don't remember the need, or the feeling.
Its like numb feeling that blocks my mind,
Its like trying to access a blocked part of my being.
Another wish for a stupid reason?
A reason to remember why i wished?
Take a look back, Relive those heartaches.
Not seeing you there, thinking of the maybe's.
Leaving the rose to dry,

Now I realise what you were,
A jabbing finger at my pain,
The one that made me feel better,
A letter reread in the rain.
You were the one to set me free,
You were my dream never meant to be.

If I could recall and relive,
Those nights and days, sitting by the window.
I'd watch your window across the street,
Dark and black, Guess it made me feel better,
Embracing your presence under that roof,
Behind that wall...Only if I could see through.
I'd watch you sleep all night, Keep a watch.

When I closed my eyes,
I saw me get the door for you,
Return the smile and feel the blessing.
Stare into your eyes and make you blush.
Hitting it off with that, we fell down.
My dream, fading away. Unreal.

Now I realise what you were,
A jabbing finger at my pain,
The one that made me feel better,
A letter reread in the rain.
You were the one to set me free,
You were my dream never meant to be.