...her

You looked at me in the eye, moving me.
The longer you stared, healing every wound.
Each smile caressing my heart.
Moment like those made me,
Sit up all night, Wishing to return the favour.
I'm a few words short of a happy ending.
Pushing you away or pulling your nearer?
When theres nothing, Nothing to choose.
Its clear, Life another day,
Fishing for rays of hope.
When you've hit rock bottom,
You feel the emptiness, You live the recklessness.
Look at them, With that dead eye.
A living recluse, A fake smile. My life story.

I remember the place where I met you,
Reliving the memory, This familiar scent.
Each step increasing the pain,
Every breath's like inhaling this poison.
The one that relates to you,
The one that has no antidotes.
This time I don't let go,
I'm not giving up.
Maybe just for you, *breathes in*
I...need you.
*drop to the knees*
I love...