The feeling.

These many questions i've left unanswered,

Paper after paper, crumpled on the floor,

I've written notes.The pathetic words that i wrote up, 'need' 'want' 'love'.

A second to think it all, Its the same story played again.

Missing you for the moment, Dying inside.

Then the sudden hit of realisation with the dizzyness.

At last the recovery.We could've totally just taken the leap to avoid all this.

Staying away and never talking again, It almost kills me.

I don't think i'll give up easily after the time i spent,

Trying to gain your trust, Tell you i loved you.

Only to just find you pushing me away,

I did my best to present my best, Tried my best.

Just to let you know how i felt, 

I tried my best to let you know about my clean motive.

Just love, A bright future, just a few smiles.

All i needed was your recognition to fight for you.

The light at the end of the tunnel.

We are just two different people, with two different visions.

Mine just consisting of you, Yours leaving me be.

Hurts a bit, But its fine, after all this time.

The time i spent waiting for you, I don't think a vision..

Just a vision will make me forget all that i have for you.

I don't think i can just change my ways,Become someone else,

Try to change myself to feel different.

To maybe just feel a bit short of burden.

Maybe just to forget the feeling of your need.