All These Years..

After all these years, Now that i look at you,
All the times you held your head high smiling.
How the past was as beautiful as a multicoloured butterfly,
Now we're left on the verge of tears, miles apart.
I go through the same memory lane at every blink of an eye,
The tear that slips recalling every good memory.
Reaching out for you, screaming out loud,
I'm here looking for some sort of recognition.
Some of the things i regret, Mostly done out of frustration.
Pulling through all these storms and disasters.
Its like you don't see me when i'm looking at you,
Staring into your eyes, It makes mine tingle.
How have you created this defence mechanism?
Everytime i look at you, after all that we went through,
Together all the things we've talked about,
Its like you don't even feel what i'm feeling right now,
I've missed you so much through all these years,
Did you?After the pathetic phase where i tried to forget,
I've come to agree with the fact that i'm not forgetting you.
Its not a button i could just press and get it over with,
Nor is it like pulling the plug.
Its the little things i did that've made me this,
Listening to your favourite song,
Watching your favourite movie, over and over.
Sitting up all night, staring at the stars.
The one and only one shining would always be you.
You're just like a dream,One day i'll wake up and find it real.
After all these years breathing your name.
I think i need you.