Lead you here.

I know that this is not my place to say,
And I know there is no in the crowd.
I never said thank you for that,
I thought there was no one to hear me through.
I never felt like this before,
The sleepless nights that bother me.
I leave all my fears ashore.
Speak to me, looking up I talk to the stars.
What would you think of me now?
So strong, so tough.
I had my tricks up my sleeve, No one to see.
May Angels lead you here.

I know that this is not one of my best days.
I still pick up this board, look up at me staring down.
'I got tricks up my sleeve, have a seat'.
I never gave up but I,
could really think, really feel this empty.
The worlds so silent, this long stretched lonely road.
Where does it lead me now?
I'd rather sit here all day,
Talk to the stars.
I'd rather sit here all day,
Pick my pieces, solve this puzzle.
May Angels lead you here.