So much for expectations...

I put my heart and soul into this song,
I reach out to the deepest pits of my love.
I seek every emotion, I relive each moment of misery.
Why these lies? Why?
Why the need to betray and fake trust?
When you put so much into it,
When you put so much into being that person.
The one that waits hours just to seek a 'Hey'.
The one that goes through hell, just to get a glimspe of you?
Why lie? To that person,
The one that cares the most, the most about you.
Why lie? To that person,
The one who probably can't live about you.
The one who doesn't judge, washes away your tears.
This one person, could in the blink of an eye,
Give away his life, give away his soul,
All for you.. without thinking twice.
Put your trust in this one,
This one's a keeper.

I put my mind and body into this feeling,
The feeling of discomfort,
Revealations, often sick and demented.
Coming clean couldn't be so hard now can it?
You could tell this person you're a murderer.
They love you, if they really do.
They'll over look, they won't judge,
They'll nod at your siliest of excuses.
They'll hold your hand, smile at you.
Let you know they are there, just for this time,
They are there, just forever.
Is this what love is meant to be?
Is the thrill of being yourself in the vicinity of someone, called love?
What is love?
If it is love,
Why these trust issues?
So much for expectations...