Raining darkness.

With a couple of chips on the table,
could you just stop running in my mind.
Maybe just for this moment,
I'll pick my life up,
Like a head start, a few steps ahead of misery.
I see this edge, ready to take this fall.
Followed by my misery, I'm just a bit tired.
Losing my momentum, the clock ticks to my horror.
Losing my grip on reality.
I join my hands, I join my feet, Pull myself together.
A leap of faith, A leap of misery.
A leap away from misery.
Down the rivers of life.
Deep into the darkness where I found this fairy.
With every touch, Healed what I felt before.
Something I felt last night, after months we said goodbye.
No one else knows these lonely trains of thoughts.
I'm still driving in this darkness,
Riding on a dull white horse.
Followed by misery.

Listen to the sound of my breaking heart,
I remember that night,
The moon set upon my horizon,
Right there keeping watch,
As the dew left the flower petals.
The waves so high, soothing my worries.
I sat up all night,
Doing things like we know,
Trying so hard, making this one moment.
Memorable enough to pass it on.
That night when I promised you forever,
That night when I bluffed.
I lost my grip,
On reality.
On life.
Lost it to misery.