Deserve you.

All these days and years,
I've lived, here and there,
I felt the rain on my skin,
Until the clouds burst.
I've felt the cold on my front porch,
Waiting for all the things I regret,
Now that I see,
How beautiful life gets,
In patience, in this wait.
Years from then, here I am.
After all the things I regret,
After all that I fell in,
And when you smile,
I forget it all.
I remember all I could've been,
Better, much better what I am,
Much better, closer to you,
Closer to what you deserve.

Maybe all these years,
I've gotten strong,
I've built this strenght.
I'm miles away and I'd shed no tear,
Tomorrow, maybe the day after,
I'll be there again,
Where I see you shining,
Smiling, and bring me on edge,
Everytime I slip, I turn around the world.
Who am I now? Am I still the same?
Am I better for you?
All these days and years,
I regret every moment,
I've lived away from you,
Can we go back in time?
Will I be, better than today?
Much closer to you,
Will I be what you deserve?