Fear of being alone.

I've fought for so long,
And I've always felt wrong,
But for you, I've stood my ground,
Sorrow and guilt, they always come around.

'Stay here, I'm all alone',
Such innocence in your eyes,
Such darkness in your soul,
And your heart, colder than the winter,
We've made paintings for them,
Our children's chilren,
In the walls of this cafe,
We shelter here, away from their wands,
Their rage and their disgust,
You've made yourself look so brave,
Crumbling inside, just trying,
To keep me here, to keep you together,
So lost and insecure,
You're so scared of loneliness.
All these lies and false promises.
I've known it all along,
You've never wanted to feel alone.

I've fought for so long,
And I've always felt wrong,
But for you, I've stood my ground,
Sorrow and guilt, they always come around.

If you drift off to your sleep,
And I'm not here, when the sun shines,
That's when you live your dreams,
That you wake up from,
Cold sweat, wanting me hold you tight,
Its when you hug yourself,
And cry to sleep,
And you're waking up again,
Stuck in this nightmare,
For all you've done,
Innocence you've crushed,
Here, you meet your scars,
Those you've carved,
False gimmicks of your pride,
So lost and insecure,
You're living your worst nightmare,
All these lies and false promises,
They've made you feel so alone.