Scenario #17 - On self.

Usually lost, I'm usually silent,
I fly to that happiness,
Usually yours, I'm never there.
And I see these spots,
From miles and miles away,
I can spot you right here,
Creating this change in me,
All of you, with what you say,
The way you walk and talk,
I'm just here, standing and staring.
I haven't stopped at your rise,
Your shouts and screams,
I've only still swam across this place,
I'm writings the next words you'll read,
When you sit right next to me.
I'm there but I'm not there,
Somewhere where the heart lies,
Across all horizons,
Beyond the silver moon.
And I'm never struggling,
I've never thought,
I'm never stuttering,
For I've never thought, twice.

And I'll come soft on you,
If you're tearing me down,
Or burning my pages,
I'll sit next to you and write them again,
In my tears and in my dreams,
I've only just flew to your happiness,
I've had mine, with your hand held tight,
Just hug me tight and you'll read about it,
Tear me down but you'll never see the creaks,
What they'll say will never be enough,
And for all I've ever said, I've never been enough.
In years and days, months and weeks,
I've only learned to breathe harder,
When you walk swiftly,
Head held up high, I've only learnt,
To never you love me more,
I'll be in pieces and I'll fall floors,
I'll go mad when you're not here,
If you're loving me, I'll be crying for your touch.
Just be careful when you're not here,
I'll be here but not here.
Somewhere where you, my heart, where you will.
Across all horizons,
Beyond this pale moons,
I'll never struggle to tell you,
I love you and I'll think twice.
I'll never stutter,
I'd never think twice.