How I right.

Here's my 2nd fail attempt at writing anything other than poems,
I've never really understood why but yes, I cannot really just go ahead and write like that,
But well I'm trying.
So for most part, I guess what I've written on, Is exactly what I've felt inside,
Actually hey, here's an idea, I can just write about what I write about and how :)
So yeah, for me writing is all about feeling and imagining.
If it's an emotion such as hate, rage, love, or well I shouldn't really make you count emotions.
I have always had to feel what I want to write on, to actually write on it.
And its never been that, someone comes upto and says 'Hey, write on this..' and that I grab my pen and my paper and start writing,
It takes time, but when its all inside me, I can write in a minute or so. Depth is all it takes.
Sometimes it can get very overwhelming, I don't have that many readers so I wouldn't really mind sharing this but yes, I HAVE cried while writing,
Not once or twice, it has happened loads of time, and I've still failed to understand why.
I guess its the depth of my view or something of that sort, I'll let you know when I figure it out.
Something that I'm really scared of, and if you're a reader you already know what I'm talking about, its the writers block,
The days when I don't get the feel in my writing, I just highlight everything and 'delete' or well 'backspace',
I had that very recently and I decided on making a page for myself where all of you could go ahead and suggest me what to write on,
And I've been experimenting of this one aspect of writing,
" Using an emotion to feel something other than you're feeling.. "
Like I could be angry at something and write about love at the same time, its like I could grab everything by the hand and lead it somewhere else.
So far so good.

So yeah, for now I have nothing else on my mind, I'll try these more (: InshaAllah.

“Feelings are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions.” ~ David Borenstein.