Written up on my hand,
We just sit down there,
Holding my hand, you know what I'm thinking,
Together, we shed those tears,
I don't know why I'm here,
You've hurt me so bad,
I know, I know.
A few words you try to reason me with,
You've become a piece of me,
A part that I couldn't part with,
Of these mornings I woke up empty,
Searching you in my stretch,
Even if I walk away,
I'll break my heart,
Even if you're never here, never around.
I'll never be the same,
I'd never give up, on our love.
Everything you do, make me warmer,
When I sit here in the cold,
Every word you say, make it harder,
For me to leave you alone,
And everything just seems so wrong,
When I'm here or not,
And I've had enough of this regret,
To even care, ever again.
At odd hours, I'm careless and broken,
And then I'm searching for you,
So long, I walk back and forth,
Between where you are, and where I'm not,
I'm heavily broken,
And my pieces lie on the floor,
I don't know what to do,
And with everything, I feel closed.
There's nothing I can do,
With your name carved up on my hands,
I only squint harder and cry,
Until you hold me,
At odd hours, I'd push you away,
And then you're all I need,
I wouldn't know what to do.
And I felt the world come down on me,
I missed you when you were miles away,
I closed my eyes and it never felt the same,
I cry out your name, I didn't know,
It would break me so bad,
You're all I had, when the world came down on me,
And you were the one next to me,
When I had the sun freezes beneath the moon,
The stars feel to my palm,
Leaving burn marks of my guilt.
Surround me with love that I can never breathe again,
I'm so tired of being lost and lonely,
Dwelling with all my fears, fears of closing my eyes,
Your presence in my dreams, doesn't leave me by,
And I open up my wounds, with your smile on my nightstand,
I can see you smiling at me with so much love,
And then my screams and cold laughs,
I cover my eyes, and wish for all of you.
I'd lie there in the corner,
Holding my knees to my chest,
I've never been so alone but I'm almost there,
In the captivity of negetivity, I can see it all,
In this darkness, I can still figure our your face,
Every little details, every scar you've taken for me,
You've hurt me so bad, leaving me here,
Somewhere in the stars, you're there.
I can only cry and wish for my tears to dry,
They'll cloud up on you, remember me?
Do you remember me?
I tried so hard to convince myself,
I'm not in love and there you are,
Smiling at me, I throw things at you,
And they go through you,
I hold myself together and cry.
I can only see you here,
Why don't you feel the same?
My wings are broken,
I can't fly anymore,
I just lie here, wishing I could fly to you.
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