Clotting your memories.

These expression that shrink my face,
Lately I've been feeling these way too much,
For you keep stabing me in the back,
Breaking my heart, all I feel are these wounds,
These wounds I can't hide.
I needed you to look at it my way,
When my dreams are knocking at my door,
I stay in, right next to you.
I gave up most of it, just to be with you.
With just a click of that button,
You shut me up, throw me out.
You make me fall on my steps.
When you look at me that way,
I was running through these walls,
Running away from the darkness,
In the alleys I vent on the bricks.
This blood starts giving me an excuse,
To be under the same roof as you,
These clots in my brain, keep sticking you in.
I gave it to you,
I had you living in heaven,
Right next to you in a pulse.
I felt you breath,
Waking up next to you,
To admire your cooing, while you slept.
But these days I wake up,
Away from you, the lights on the corridor.
Have me looking for you,
These little things lead me to the hall way,
Have me looking for you..
Downstairs, I try finding you behind the stove,
I go through it all, twice at times.

The thoughts that scratch my head,
The bleed in my mind,
Did I treat you wrong?
I know I didn't.
Every step was perfect,
Every heartbeat with you seemed perfect.
You smiled and I felt it,
You cried and I felt it.
I was there when you needed me,
I was there when you were down,
But you're not here,
I'm alone,under this roof.
Without any living soul,
Just memories,
Bleeding inside,
Bleeding for you..