Its Gonna Be Hard.

You can pretend its just so funny,
And walk away after playing with me.
I love you so much, and I know you love me.
Its all just so easy for you, how you torture me.
With just a smile, you vanish away.
Leaving me with the want to see,
You once again, just to hold you near.
Feel you're mine. Just this time.
In the rush of the moment,
I give away much.
I promise forever, just to see you again.
From behind when you wrap your arms around me, you've won.
This battle, I meant down.
Right into your arms, I give up.
Letting you love me, letting you feel the same.
I'd turn around right now and stare at you,
I'd turn around right now and just hug you.
But to think you'd walk away,
Leaving my world incomplete for the while you're away.
The suffering from this moment on to the time I see you again.
Is this the day we linger on that hug.
Is it that day when you vanish around the corner.
Leaving me with a tear at the corner of my eye,
It may be just a matter of days, maybe just a few hours.
To not know where you're at, to not know what you're upto.
But I have to be real, too see this through my brain.
I'd say 'Baby please don't go'.
But I hug you tight. I hold your hand and I walk away...
Turning around to see you smile.
The last perfect memory until you're here again.
Until I feel you again.