Uncertain.

I wonder what I'd go like, when I see the person that changed me. The person that poured life into me, a bit naughty and alot of lovely. At times, I cry when I think of the possibilities of us never looking into each others eyes. At times, Its impossible to let this darkness fade away. Like this longing for a bit of attention, maybe longing for pain. This pain that makes it real, these tears that make you worth. Worth flying countries. Worth a fortune. This stinging pain of reality makes you so special. When I think of the million ways I could tell you how much I love you, My eyes well up and I'm the one with the short end of the stick. Feeling blue, in this blur of a moment, I've wasted tears, I've let my emotions flow. I've tried so hard, but I couldn't let go. I've tried to feel your presence, I've tried to feel you in my heart. But without you, I'm just the lock without a key. Give me your hand, open me up, Open me up till my bright colours take over this darkness. Let the rainbow of love decide whats next. Let the tears of happiness dry my eyes. Let the only skin I touch, be yours. The one name I whisper, be yours. And let you be the only one I love. Give me your hand and set me free. I'll take you away, with you in my arms, I could let time slip away. Don't ever make me go through all of that again, I know I'll survive, just to feel you one last time. But it takes so much out of me, will I be able to smile for you again?