Promises..

She never said she'd be around,
She never looked in your eyes when she promised. 
She left you in the roads. 
Making you loose your balance to all these things. 
Tumbling from spike to spike. 
Could you wish you'd never seen her. 
Could you wish you'd never kissed her. 
Could you wish you'd never gotten used to her. 
Never gotten used to her. 

These things she never told you,
You hear her whispers when you're alone. 
At nights the moon talks to you. 
You've fallen for all the things out of reach. 
She never promised sunshine everyday. 
She never promised a kiss in the night. 
She never said she'd be around for comfort. 
Do you want to turn time?
Do you want to go back to that month. 
Change that january like every other month before. 
Do you feel the need to stab yourself. 
No. No. Who you are, is better than that. 
You're still in love, but cursing the way it is. 
You're still bleeding for her, but never covering the wounds up. 
Leaving yourself out in the cold, leaving your dreams on the shelf. 
" She never said she'd be around... she never said she'd be around all the time.. "
You lay under the stars, shivering you put yourself to sleep...
Under these stars she's there, somewhere. You lay yourself to sleep just to be with her again...