With a tired eye, tired soul, tired mind, you slept.

When I stood there, shivering in the morning.

The way those nightmares shook my existence.

Being mistreated never bothered me,

You were my reality, you were the one for me.

I stood by each of your rants.

You're right here but you're not.

You hold my hand but you never do.

My eyes shine at the sight of you,

You become all dull.

You've got too many problems yourself,

Very little time for me,

When they hurt you like that, I was there.

When you lost a friend, I was there.

When you felt the need for a shoulder, I was there.

When you needed time alone, I stood at the corner.

I watched every move, waiting for a sign of you needing someone,

Needing me.

But you never do, better off alone?

I thought you were all I had,

I lost you, but the sun came up.

The sun went down, the stars twinkles.

The rain poured, the rainbow flaunt its colours.

Nothing changed, just a hole in my heart,

The hole that I let be there,

My misery was my thinking, 

You were who I was, but I lost myself.

Its dark here, the place where I live,

The place which I used to love.

This place, this place was my life..