No sunshine.

Almost everyday, I feel this emptiness.
Unable to decide why I feel.
I feel this space that's now longing for attention.
The love I gave to you, never got back.
The times I've cried over an answer.
I know you've never wanted to,
But I love you.
And right now, today again.
I feel it, I know its you,
This space in my heart, longing for you.
I miss you.

At every poke of a needle,
I remember that day,
The day you walked away, the day I felt this pain.
But its numb this time,
This time it doesn't bother me,
I close my eyes, I let the tears flow.
I touch my wounds, I scratch my wounds.
Freshening the memories, the pain, the misery.
This day again, the sun came around.
Shrinking my eyes to the light,
This darkness settled in my vicinity.
Screaming for you,
Silently... screaming for you.
Come back.
I miss you.

Every page that I read,
Pages I wrote for you,
These pages that now hold my tears,
Surprising enough, it was so beautiful.
But you turned it all around.
You broke my heart, took it out.
You shattered my life, you didn't bother.
Didn't bother to return my smile.
You didn't to make me smile.
Every page that I read,
I smile and I cry.
I smile for the love you lost.
The love you'll never find.
I cry for this love I had,
This way, I can never love again.