Here again.

Is it safe to cry when you're not here?
Is it safe to say that you're the only one that keeps me happy,
The only one to ever have me trusting this much.
With each of your smiles, the way you look at me.
I'm just falling deeper and deeper.
By the way that we danced the other day,
My hand in yours, tingling to the touch of your softness.
Sliding off the nervousness and my conciousness.
Tumbling on each other, my hazy vision.
Lost in your cologne, losing my mind.
Start it over again with bumping into me,
At that same coffee corner,
On that very day,
I'd just make myself sure to stand away,
Away from the spot where you hit me.
Hit my shoulder, stealing my heart.
Like a firefly, I glowed to the stillness of the moment.
With every breath that I breathe,
It got harder to manage to ignore you,
It got harder until I couldn't ignore you anymore.
Making mistakes that have me paying at this moment,
This moment when I have nothing but you to wait for,
Or probably a million other things to do,
But still here waiting for you.
I know its not the same for you,
I could've just ignored all this lovely pull towards you,
That day, changing everything,
Avoiding all this drama, all this writing, all the pools of tears.
Its been a while, for I've given in.
Moments like these that have me crying for another try.
When you tell me you love me, coating it with such beauty,
Moments like those have me crying for you,
Crying for you, right here, right then.
By my side.
Right here by my side.