Just something random i was feeling the other day. Words keep slipping. :)
Each day is a war i fight, new story by the end of the night.
Each day is a battle, a new way to love.
Her foot prints i follow. Lost in thought, lost the trail.
A soft hand held and love twirled together.
Reactions fill the air, awkward and numb.
Another look on her face, another crease of worry.
A way to take it all, lost all hopes.
Free falling into my misery. Falling apart.
Finding a ray of hope, a bright shining lie.
Fighting the words the leave my lips.
Walking slowly out of sync.
The times you smiled with that shine in your eyes.
Apart from my dying and crying heart.
A reason to keep living, a reason to stop believing.
Another pale ray of defeat, another written drama.
Magnify my pain again, pull my strings.
Bore into my eyes, feel the pain of a dark knight.
Lost for love, longing for attention.
A pure feeling of hatred. Another night of detention.
One by one, you stab me again.
On and on, i relive the pain, i feel alive.
Running away into the mist, the cloud in my chest never shoves away.
The pain in my gut never subsides. The love for you never dies.
The care for you never decreases. The amount i giveaway never decreases.
Ready to risk it all, ready to go through it all.
Through whatever, whenever.
To feel your love, i’d run a marathon.
To see your face i’d walk miles.
Building dreams inside of my mind.
Webs of love, intertwined.
Could confess to my love, a million times tonight.
Youre happy with him? Let you go, without a fight.
To love or to let go.
The tears that leave my eyes, filled with pain.
The more i shed, driving me insane.
Composing a lullaby, for my peace, to rest at night.
Longing for your love, i’m still holding on.
Think about what you left me with, think about what i might be going through.
I poke myself with a thorn everyday. To feel alive.
To reach the space, filled the your lovely grace.
I will wait and i will cry.
My love is true. It feels so real.
Me losing to my thoughts is one thing, i never thought i would have to feel.
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