Guide me, Take me away.

I'll start writing, with the thoughts of you, keep writing till my ink dries.
Falling deeper and deeper in love with you as the time flies.
It gets harder and harder everyday.
To stay away from you but what can i say?
Loving you is one thing, never done..my way.
Still holding on, to the thread of my love, holding on to your memories.
Farther into my future, i see pain magnified into the depth of my heart.
I'll cry.
I'll go mad.
My eyes will dry, dying before a life that i never had.
Flash lights to my pale eyes, drag me with you.
Guide me, take me away.
Living isn't my thing. Goodbyes aren't either.
But now you left me, with no goodbyes at all.
I'm holding on to your 'ttyl'.
How 'l' are we talking about?
Why are you making me wait so much.
While here i sit and think of numerous scenarios to your next 'hi'.
Further into my future, i'll busy myself with the darkness of my life.
Like i said, living isn't my thing.
Drag me with you, guide me.
Take me away.
Away to a place without this pain, where my heart is complete.
Where my love is express.
Where i live.
Take me away. As far away from this place possible.
Get me the haitian, erase my memory.
Hold my hand and free me from this numb silence.
The excrutiating muteness of my world.
My thoughts aren't clear, A message delivered through every tear.

I've loved you before, i love you now. I'll love you forever, i wish you could be mine, somehow.