My write way.

Hear me, the pain and the love.
What i've went through.
What i did for you.
My keys had a certain pearl tone.
To when i thought of you and played.
The way it would just fit with my emotion.
The justice to my feelings.
Finally delivered.
The tears at the end of the day.
Laying back and re-thinking about everything.
Words and nothing but mere words.
I cannot write all the cute stuff here.
Its better said than written.
I'll let you know how i feel.
There can be nothing more important to me, nothing more special.
You are someone i love.
With all my heart.
The place where my stars crash and spell your name.
The place where i look down into the water and see your pretty face.
I stay awake for you.
You, never having any idea about my sacrifices.
You are hard to reach, i find you within me.
I sit alone. At a park bench, wih i could just get my piano keys again.
Feel you better for just the moment.
I'm put in this position again, writing all this to vent.
Right now, my heart is heavy.
My vision is hazy and my mind is unclear.
Visions and sounds, noises, bothering noises shrink my face.
Creases of worry.
Left with this face, not good enough to potray my love.
Not smooth enough to let the tear slip.
Can't really tell you how deep it is, for as high as i get.
Nothing feels right right now. But thats fine.
This situation i've been put in, gives me shivers and cries.
The shit i've been dealing with has made me sick.
A couple of diseases, bunch of pills.
I'll be alright, its just lovebug.
I wish i was 5 again. I wish i cried for a lollipop.
I wish i was 25 now, wouldn't have to go through such confusion.
Why? Why aren't we ever satisfied?
Find satisfaction within you, okay don't, its not there.
Just love while youre at it.
At life.
The right person.
The right way. I
I do it the write way.