Never Ending Conversation.

Hold on, Why're you running away?Got a minute?
Trying to a start a conversation here.
Thats how it happened back then, you turned away.
Said there was nothing that you wanted to hear.

Those days, Memories that made me wince in pain.
Thoughts of Summer and riding a white horse.
Almost unreachable, left here with alot of rain.
Feels like the winter now sticks, a new course.

Love you the right way,
Left here with my feelings that i write.
Sorry for what i went through, no way.
This might lead to a never ending fight.

Chances of ending this now,
This trip down misery lane.
So much to tell, but i'm a cow.
Half of me dead, other half, insane.

Could write a book to you.
Tell you about my perspective.
This love story based on me and you.
Its our suffering described, collective.

For the horrible things you said i did,
An apology, written out of my blood.
You threw the car away, my note under the lid.
Unseen, now i'm on a passenger seat, hiding in my hood.

Give me all those looks that make me do backflips.
Make me feel so horrible, Its a pain never ending.
Wherever we go, The ring is at my tips.
Say yes and forever. We'll have our happy ending.