Tears Of Blood.

Its just another day for you. Its just another lie. A beautiful lie. It turned my world upside down. It cut my heart into pieces. A painful lie. I made myself believe you loved me, you made me believe those words were true. You faked a smile and never felt bad. I felt your hesitation, it never felt right. As i look at the mirror i see, a scary image of me. Eyes red, dark circles with hanging under eyes. Blistered lips and a gash on my forehead. Its a bang on the wall. A fist to the wall. I remembered you say ' I didn't really love you ' tears of blood colour my cheeks. A shoulder that dissappeared around the corner. A held hand that turned to smoke. I feel choked and nauseus. This is what you left me with. This suffering, you left me for. This pain like an eyelid tore. A knife with blood dripping to the floor and a face unknown, never like before. Didn't you feel bad? Did you even think of what you did to me? Did i even tell you what i felt like? And yet you ask me if i'll ever love her more. Did you feel ashamed of yourself. Freshening my wounds and stabbing a new knife. I've done that alot already, cant you please just go away. Dont make me cry no more. One last goodbye forever more. One last touch to feel. One last heart to heal. You'll never be forgiven for what you did to me. Palpatations i get, and i barely breath. Take my breath away, dont bring me to life. Slit my wrists off, and then you can just piss off.