You.

I held my hand.
Waiting for you to accept.
I'll hold your hand and make you forget.
I'll make you play a smile along those ruby lips.
I see you try to false it in a way.
Dont do this to me.
I put my hand on your shoulders ' look at me, tell me. Whats wrong '.
You smile and push me away. I stand there.
Hurt by all means ofcourse.
I look at you. I think you regret .
I've never been a jerk or never meant to be one.
Why push me away? Why? While all i want to do is bottle up your pain and drink it up.
Let me suffer. Let alone i die.
I cannot see you cry. Not another time. Not again. Not a tear, i'll stand here.
Right here. I'll wait for you.
I believe its not impossible for you, to let me help you.
Let me make you happy. I know youre very unhappy.
Do you have any idea what i feel?
Do you have any idea what i go through having this stupid sensitive heart.
Only to top it off you being the gashed wound on it.
You being the one ive cried, i cry for.
You are special. You are amazing.
Nightmares are not real. Letting someone be there is soothing.
Take my hand. Grab it firmly, dont ever let go.
I'm here for eternity. Use me.
Redeem all i have. Smile. Laugh. Grin. Shine.
I'll be happier than a baby with a lollipop.
I want to make you forget. I want to share a secret. I've loved you always.
Ive adored you like a teddy bear.
You're a medicine to all my negetivity.
You're the reason of my ocassional stupidity.
You. You. You. :')