Butterfly Effect.

Alright everyone, clear your mind.
I'm about to express something one of a kind.
A mix of emotions,
Stuck to these confusions.
Wasted my time on these illusions.
How you disappear, making me believe they're delusions.
Miles and miles, following your shadows, i travelled.
Tracing back my footsteps, The path unravelled.
Lost and lonely, filling spaces with the smiles.
I sit here, all day counting the number of tiles.
Looking at the end of the road, waiting for you.
Waiting for the clock to finally strike two.
Now that i'm waiting here a part of me,
Wants you to never come back, just don't want you to see,
What you've made me, How i've turned out to be.
A part of me that keeps dreaming, Its funny.
How you don't care and i'm here writing this, venting.
After all that i tried, all that i did, still breathing.
Still waiting for the day you'll be mine,
But i looked around, you're not in line.
Apart from the tiles, I've a book i'll one day,
Read to you and look at you, let you lead the way.
In this journey that we'll begin, One day.
Maybe just one day..Like i dream of hearing you say,
Those words, The cause a stir, a brain freeze. A beautiful effect.
Just like the butterfly effect, perfect.
Hold on people, its just the drea, now the smiles fade,
Affected by the darker half of this jade.
Proudly hanging on with a vision, blurry but hopeful.
But i never wanted to see the sun anymore, hurtful.
Your words, i'd frame them to remember the cause of this,
The fact that i've now given up, letting it all out of my system, Killing the bliss.

Maybe its a poor judged road.
I'm a silly boy mislead to the darker edges,
Thrown. Now free falling.
I'm smiling, You killed me.