Risk. I'm Yours.

Never knew it'd be this painful,
Lost you again, lost my guard.
The last time i felt this pain, you blinked.
Those two seconds between your 'Yes' and my 'Omg'.
What i have in mind, What i could give you.
Stay up all night, watch you sleep.
Try my best at breakfast.
Fear creeping into my mind, Wanna go back to the time,
The time i was 10, cried at that scratch.
Years later, Scratches don't bother me, I still cry.
Cry for you this time. This time more for you.
You had me holding my breath, I'd stick to that moment.
Hanging again.
Just freezing this world, I take a round,
Right around the world. Think it all through.
Don't i deserve you?
Am i losing it? Losing you? This battle.
I took all my chances, ignored all the risks.
Put it all up on, Gambling on you.
Its just One, Two, Three. Now i'm down there.
Or up here. Infront of you?
Shining that diamond ring. A hopeful smile.
" Hey you, Be mine. I love you. Okay? "
Would i actually do that, after all the risks i take.
Why leave one. I'm game.
You are my heaven on earth.
Be mine, right now. Right through after life.
You can give me all i want. I'll love you forever.
Baby, Its simple. Just knock me out.
I'm yours forever.