Her name i take. Everytime she, crosses my mind. Making me smile. Why do i shiver? How can i possibly be so close, so attached to her? Is it fear of loneliness? Is it longing of attention? Or is it love? I've dreamt about her in the night. Sat up and thought about her in dim light. Felt so incomplete without her... I almost cannot breathe. I almost cannot feel my skin as my finger trails my hand. Love make you crazy. It does after all. How does one dream? How does one let the imagination flow? How to make yourself see what you want, what you desire in your dreams? For i'm not dreaming. Is my reality better than my dreamland. Darn, must be love. A cold wave of air, has a hint of you. A drop of water for my thirst has a taste of you. Closed are my eyes, how come i can still see you? Someone calls me out loud, why do i have a feeling that its you? Theres a part of you in everything around me. Even silence feels like youre snoring slightly. Making me turn to find a peaceful princess with her head on cloud like pillows breathing evenly and the cooing of her breath, but i never did. Is my head playing games with my heart? Must wonder who the negetive character is. I'll hide myself in a closet and lock it forever. I cannot face you now, after everytime i've wanted to melt in your arms. I cannot face you. I don't have the strenght. Its not that i dont want too. I don't have the face to face something flawless as you, for my eyes are not worth this oppurtunity. While all i see and need is you. In my dream. In my life. In my heart. In my arms.
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