Monday, December 27, 2010

My summer, wanting you...

Here is another one of those 90 others.
Dated till the day you unseal.
" Hey love,
With each day it gets harder and harder for me,
I sit here, miles away from you.
I feel your heartbeat with every word I write,
I breathe to the rhythm of your song.
With each day the distance between us,
It seems real, It feels true.
I love you so much, I can't tell you that now.
I can't tell you this, ever.
For the last time, you hurt me so bad.
Afraid of letting you hurt me again, With Love.
This is me. "

Here is another one of those letters that sometimes feel pathetic,
Their mere existence, the fact that I'm faraway,
So weak, writing bunch of letters to you,
'Dated till the day you unseal'.
Here is another one..
" Hey love,
I sat by my mother's grave today,
I told her so much about you,
I just left our history away..
It was raining, I remembered you.
It made me cry and smile at the same time,
It reminded me of the time you held my hand when we walked in the middle of the night,
The day you called me a living zombie, cuz I shivered so bad,
You standing next to me somehow felt it.
I thought then, It was our love...
Today was different, I felt happy.
I reached out to the corners of my heart, I found you smiling.
Still very faraway afraid of letting you hurt me again, With love.
This is me. "

Here is the last one,
" Hey love,
Today I come back, we'll be close enough, but not so close.
Today when I see you, I know I'm not ready to,
I know I'm not ready to face you again,
Maybe not even ready to be in the same country.
Talk about a broken heart, Its hilarious.
Don't mind me.
I leave this place, this place I spent my summer in,
My summer wanting you, every second of it.
I thought of the different scenario's of that I'll face today.
The way you'll smile, maybe the way you walk.
Thinking if its too late, thinking if this could get more pathetic.
Love, today when I come back, I want you smiling.
I want you to come and stand next to me,
I want you to wash away my tear, when I cry.
With high hopes that you don't hurt me again, With love.
This is me. "

This is me, This was my summer.
My summer, wanting you...

So much for expectations...

I put my heart and soul into this song,
I reach out to the deepest pits of my love.
I seek every emotion, I relive each moment of misery.
Why these lies? Why?
Why the need to betray and fake trust?
When you put so much into it,
When you put so much into being that person.
The one that waits hours just to seek a 'Hey'.
The one that goes through hell, just to get a glimspe of you?
Why lie? To that person,
The one that cares the most, the most about you.
Why lie? To that person,
The one who probably can't live about you.
The one who doesn't judge, washes away your tears.
This one person, could in the blink of an eye,
Give away his life, give away his soul,
All for you.. without thinking twice.
Put your trust in this one,
This one's a keeper.

I put my mind and body into this feeling,
The feeling of discomfort,
Revealations, often sick and demented.
Coming clean couldn't be so hard now can it?
You could tell this person you're a murderer.
They love you, if they really do.
They'll over look, they won't judge,
They'll nod at your siliest of excuses.
They'll hold your hand, smile at you.
Let you know they are there, just for this time,
They are there, just forever.
Is this what love is meant to be?
Is the thrill of being yourself in the vicinity of someone, called love?
What is love?
If it is love,
Why these trust issues?
So much for expectations...

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Raining darkness.

With a couple of chips on the table,
could you just stop running in my mind.
Maybe just for this moment,
I'll pick my life up,
Like a head start, a few steps ahead of misery.
I see this edge, ready to take this fall.
Followed by my misery, I'm just a bit tired.
Losing my momentum, the clock ticks to my horror.
Losing my grip on reality.
I join my hands, I join my feet, Pull myself together.
A leap of faith, A leap of misery.
A leap away from misery.
Down the rivers of life.
Deep into the darkness where I found this fairy.
With every touch, Healed what I felt before.
Something I felt last night, after months we said goodbye.
No one else knows these lonely trains of thoughts.
I'm still driving in this darkness,
Riding on a dull white horse.
Followed by misery.

Listen to the sound of my breaking heart,
I remember that night,
The moon set upon my horizon,
Right there keeping watch,
As the dew left the flower petals.
The waves so high, soothing my worries.
I sat up all night,
Doing things like we know,
Trying so hard, making this one moment.
Memorable enough to pass it on.
That night when I promised you forever,
That night when I bluffed.
I lost my grip,
On reality.
On life.
Lost it to misery.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Lead you here.

I know that this is not my place to say,
And I know there is no in the crowd.
I never said thank you for that,
I thought there was no one to hear me through.
I never felt like this before,
The sleepless nights that bother me.
I leave all my fears ashore.
Speak to me, looking up I talk to the stars.
What would you think of me now?
So strong, so tough.
I had my tricks up my sleeve, No one to see.
May Angels lead you here.

I know that this is not one of my best days.
I still pick up this board, look up at me staring down.
'I got tricks up my sleeve, have a seat'.
I never gave up but I,
could really think, really feel this empty.
The worlds so silent, this long stretched lonely road.
Where does it lead me now?
I'd rather sit here all day,
Talk to the stars.
I'd rather sit here all day,
Pick my pieces, solve this puzzle.
May Angels lead you here.

Burning Pages ft Haroon Sultan.

I wrote a note today. I think it had your name, call it a letter. Wrote everything i believed was good in you. I believed. I witnessed. I folded it away. I kept it with me for a while. Read it aloud to myself when alone. Read it so many times, the page looks a century old. Theres a Watermark almost everywhere. I'm guessing those are my tears. Folding it for the last time. One last read. Check. One final look. Check. Grabbed for a match stick. Burned it down. Check. 
Was thinking to myself, why read about you? When i can't have or see you. Whenever i wish. Whenever i will. Can't talk or sit. With you. Someplace. Quite. Peaceful. Lovely. Why not?
Cuz everything in life has a drawback. You never get what you want. Well not usually, i bow to your friendship. I know deep down my heart, i'll never be over you. I'll never see you again. I can never have you. I. Hate. This. 
Things aren't usually the way you want them. If they are for you. I say make no mistake in living the moment. Bad times linger. Bad times leave marks. Whether a broken heart, or a broker hand, or a wound or a gash.
From infinite to the point where our pain starts, unbalanced and uncoached. 
Not prepared for the rough bumpy road. Yet life give you no seatbelts. Falling off is death. Holding on is hope. Cloaking your eyes and facing the facts is courage and sheer stupidity. Never works. Never will. Never has. A stupid note got me thinking, well i wont call ut stupid anymore, got me thinking how someonemight not have done anything great for you but yoy still owe them alot. Owe them moment of happiness in times of cry. You owe them sloppy smiles played, alone inside your room. Little do they know thats its their thought that shines our eyes. Like a thousand rubies? A note got me thinking how, someone could possible wish for a task manager in tge context of your heart. Or an Alt + F4 function maybe? For forgetting is hard, dehydrates your body. All that crying. Not good for your health. 
Lifes bad right now, well no one asked. Who cares, I share my word with no one anyways.
Dont. Let. Good. Times. Go. Away. ... Think twice before you do something regarding your pumping organ. Hurts and sucks.

Verse [Haroon]

But as I just stand there with the fire in my eyes,
That note I spent my whole life and existence writing,
It burned away so easily,
Is your love for me just as easy and frightening?
You say what I say when I'm lost or angry,
Shut up and go away, 
I dont need you in my life.
But these words now hold no sway,
I've evolved past these petty quarrels,
I just want that feeling once again.
That feeling that you get when the worlds tired of you sad,
Throws away the lock and key, opens the gates to Heaven,
As I wait here with this pen, 
My jail, My freedom,
I could find ways to forgive you,
But I just fail to see them.
You left me tied to this boat,
Now its sinking, need your help,
My life raft has been punctured,
With the sounds of your yell,
Still pounds on my door, 
But no longer scares me, I'm cold, I'm alone,
As I sit here in this chair,
Your note still burns and burns.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Together.

The soul less nights that just went by,
I felt it, thump by thump.
Your heartbeat miles away,
The sweetest lullaby.
All I want say,
I cannot say.
You're so faraway.
Meet me up at this slow song,
We'll catch up in our embrace.
We'll sway until we have nothing left to say.
Can't say I was hurting inside,
But one of these days, You'll see.
Getting out of the box you'll feel this extreme,
The lack of time, lack of confidence.
Just hear me tonight,
I have so much to say,
Opening all of those sealed envelopes,
Dated from that day until today.
A page worth catching up with my day,
My day from that day till today.
I'll sit silently, read em one by one.
Sit by the fire, while I count the stars in your eyes.
Watching your brows furrow up,
Shining your tears at the corner of your eyes.
But not tonight, next to me, you sniff silently.
A tear of happiness to every beautiful confession,
At the end of all my days.
You feel horrible for the times you weren't with me,
Not like this, The way I wipe your tears away now.
You regret the distance, you regret the way it turned out.
But we're here, we're here together.
Paper by paper, we drop em in this circle of fire,
Each day we burn, edging closer and closer.
Closer and closer to this new start.
By the end of this day when I confess,
Thats a first.
I take this oath today, Like a fresh start.
We will walk the same path,
No more regret, No looking back.
Just take my hand, lets walk away,
Together.

This Time.

Observing each move you make,
Each muscle, every step you take.
Ready to fall down on my knees.
Sitting by the river that'll tomorrow freeze.
I held your hand and dragged you along,
A tired mind, relates to this song.
Tired of locking around, searching for the key.
The key to your heart, the beauty in the these eyes I see.
The preciousness of your word.
Uttered perfectly, the smiles it ignites when heard.
I could hear it right now, you say 'love'.
This boy whose 5 would rather say 'wuv'.
A little angel walking along this road, Independent.
Smiles so brightly, those dimples, so adorable, nature's dent.
This time it rhymes,
When it rings my bells, this chimes.
The time you clutch my hand,
Redeeming my sense of giving, I take this stand.
The next time you fall,
I'm coming with you through it all.
Together.
This time we're together.
Crossing the roads of destiny,
Facing all the scrutiny.
When you turn to your left,
The same angel right there, the one that never left.
Reminds me of the day you related to that song,
We stuck together, We paved our way, We proved them wrong.
We moved along,
We moved along...

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Jailbreaking

Hello readers.
Something other than poems or sentimental stuff for a change.

" Advantages and Disadvantages of Jailbreaking an iPhone/iPod Touch "


ADVANTAGES:

  • Its mostly about the looks, the numerous themes you can have by jailbreaking your device, definitely pays off.. Like this one  " http://www.ipodtouchfans.com/forums/imgcache/15570.png "
  • Another advantage for iPhone users is that they can unlock their device and get rid of the limitation to Carriers. 
  • Games, ofcourse of the many fun features of iPhones and iPod touches are the games, you get each and every game from the AppStore absolutely free through the ' Installous ' app that you can easily get by jailbreaking.
  • By Jailbreaking you can use your iPhone's 3G network ON YOUR LAPTOP. Yes, you can. You won't be able to download torrents but you can definitely get some work done..
  • One of the plus points is the categorizing of application but since Apple's latest firmware has this feature by default it isn't that big of a news.
  • You can use PDF readers, and your device can be used as an eReader.
DISADVANTAGES:
  • Personally, I HAVE jailbroke my iPod Touch, and I don't think there are any disadvantages to jailbreaking unless you end up screwing your device in the complicated process, But then again with the works of the developer of SpiritJB and GreenPois0n, Jailbreaking can now be done with just a click of the button.
OVERALL
  • In the end, the advantages far exceed the disadvantages and jailbreaking is a very useful process. In a sense, jailbreaking will untie the hands of your iPhone or iPod Touch and allow it to be used to its full capabilities. It also opens up a whole new world of functionality.
How to Jailbreak, The best, easiest way.
Go to either " http://www.spiritjb.com/ " or " http://www.greenpois0n.com/ " and donwload the tiny jailbreaking software. I have used both and have a 100% success rate with 3 different devices.
I have tried the 4G and 3G iPod Touch with GreenPois0n, and the 3G iTouch with SpiritJB, I have no idea about the 4G models.
Both of these jailbreak softwares DO WORK with the MC models.

I think that is all that should have you decide your mind.

I hope this helps you.
Till next time, 
Later.

PS :- *Update* I'm not sure about the iOS5 Jailbreaking. And will update all of you as soon as I figure it out.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Walk Away ft. Marium Asad Khan

[Verse 1 - Saad]
She said, I don't need you.
I rolled my eyes, hurting inside.
She said, I don't care about you, go away.
I turned around, wishing it wasn't true.
I crossed my fingers and let my tears slip.
I look back. She's gone, A sigh.
A sigh of relief, I don't think I tried.
I sat there, at the edge of my terrace.
Burning pages, just watching those words fade.
Crack, crack, and the fire takes away my tears.
I close my eyes and watch your face,
I memorized each expression,
maybe for this day.
Just to take a look back,
A look back at your face,
hoping to laugh hysterically.
I think I crossed my fingers back then,
All I get are these tears on my laugh's behalf.
I could really smile right now,
At my misery, at my tries,
Tries to ignore you,
I think I crossed my fingers back then,
All I get are these tears on my laugh's behalf.
I could really smile right now,
At my misery, at my tries,
Tries to ignore you,
I know now,
Yes, I do.
You're just a part of me,
A part of me I can't part with..



[Chorus]
I'd climb those walls,
Go through all those falls,
I'd let you turn my world grey,
In the end, I'd just walk away..walk away.


[Verse 2 - Marium]
When they say
If you loved somebody put your hands up
I dont 'cause,
I dont think your love was enough, it wasnt enough,
Yeah, i guess i have to admit it,
i went through tortures every minute,
my heart yearned for you only,
but i learned from my mistakes,
i gave my everything to you,
i realized it wasnt giving, it was taking,
now its my turn to get it back,
its not what you have, its what you had,
i wish i could go back and never meet you,
i wish you could look and understand it too,
I think I crossed my fingers back then,
All I get are these tears on my laugh's behalf.
I could really smile right now,
At my misery, at my tries,
Tries to ignore you,
I know now,
Yes, I do.
You're just a part of me,
A part of me I can't part with..


[Chorus]
I'd climb those walls,
Go through all those falls,
I'd let you turn my world grey,
In the end, I'd just walk away..walk away.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

I'm Healing.

I didn't how to cope up with this made situation,
Oh crazy girl. What are you doing to my heart?
The beats I skipped, the thoughts I process.
The smile followed by a tear from my eyes,
" HEY! Don't you cry when you're happy? "
A hug that means alot, bringing the better side of me,
I know I've used you, as a shoulder, a hand.
Letting me plaster this bandage,
I'm healing.
Each time you look at time, I feel my wounds tickle.
Like a pheonix's tear you embrace me with your love,
In the heart of the night, We sit up and talk.
The loudest of heartbeats I've ever felt.
Your voice, the way it chimes in the silence,
Your eyes the way they shine in the moonlight.
Your smile as you feel the cold wind that blows,
Your hair as they tease your eyes.
I write you this love song,
Unveiling this mystery, 
The reason I smile so broad, the reason why I've been so silent.
I'm a soldier down in the battlefield, clutching my heart.
Letting you know, you're the only thing I'd be scared to lose.
I keep telling myself over and over,
As I long up towards the rockets in this sky,
Towards the time I think that was goodbye.
But I'll try everything to come to go,
Here I go again, slowly and gradually,
Absorbing the harshness of this world.
Give me your hand, your pain is mine,
My love is the key to my soul,
You jump in from my eyes.
Taking it all away,
Selfishly, loving me so much.
I'm healing.

Untitled II

My 100th post, ofcourse I wanted it to be something rather than poetry,
Deep thinking and some other shhh,
I hope its not bothering kind..


In this life, the moments that pass by, the moments that we share, with people. Barely specimen. 
Aquintances, Aquintances that sometimes turn out to be the loved ones,
We seek their help, look upto them. With the fear in our eyes.
Fear of being left out, fear of being unloved. The fear of loneliness.
This suffering like no other, This helps us look at things in a different way.
When you know you have the potential, the potential to excel.
When you know you can have what you want, why care?
This attitude, some say to die for. I was just born this way, This attitude, has its ups and its down.
When you're tired of looking around, looking out for someone, This attitude, thats a down.
When you fail, the time they look at you with disappointed eyes, There, thats an up.
I know what its like to be broken, I, for one have an idea what we're looking at when we say 'lonely'.
This one step that you take, depending upon your decision, leading you to two opposite direction.
Either you choose dwelling in this patheticness, or you choose to move on, fake a smile.
'Whats wrong is wrong, whats right is right. Don't lie to yourself.' Here's another attitude,
This attitude, takes you to the dark side. When placed upon a decisive situation like the one I just mentioned.
This attitude says no to faking a smile. 
There was a brief point in time when I experimented with 'lying and faking a smile' or just going with whats true.
And I quote myself " Never be unthankful, specially to the way of your lifestyle. Its what you make it out of yourself. Not God given. "
There is a thought about a wrong decision,
We know that what we do leads us to what we face, to what we feel.
Then why do most of us go " Why me? "
or
" Life is so unfair. "
There is no such thing as 'life', there is just you, your decision and your attitude.

The Same.

Haunted by the thoughts of you,
Now I cry at the mentions of you.
A painful stab, I relive each day, all the time.
A painful reliving when I see you not here, not mine.

My world turns grey,
I know the words, but I can't say.
I know my ways but I'm lost in this confusion.
Its so real, Its so scary. This beautiful illusion.

I walked away, never looking back.
I've walked so far, I've been on the same track.
Just to face you again, around the world I've been.
I've seen so much, nothing lovelier than you I've seen.

All I ever asked you to do was call me the one,
All I ever wanted you to feel this feeling, yeah this one.
All you had to do was take my name,
All you did instead was just stay the same,
You stayed the same..

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Let it go.

You've always been sarcastic,
Its almost the way you live,
Its how you ignore all the scrutiny.
Wishing otherwise, I know I don't like it that way.
A bit of sincerity if you'd shown,
I would have told you about my feelings.
A bit of seriousness in your demeanor,
It could totally have had me melt infront of you.
Now you've left me with this hope,
This tiny shine that has me thinking.
If I could have you statued and concious.
I'll confess about my love,
I'll tell you about the endless nights I spent.
The times I just thought about the 'what if's.'
The times I shed tears to the situations placed.
I'd tell you that you'll be remembered forever,
In the back of my mind, definitely there.
As my weakness, my waking thought.
A loved one, A whiny teenager.

Tonight when I thought of you,
I didn't feel the tickle of the air,
I didn't had my breath hitched.
I didn't suffer the loss of words,
All I came up with was 'rude' 'ignorant' 'pathetic' 'weak'.
I was astonished to the fact that you meant so much to me,
I was barely an aquintance.
I felt so much for you,
All you ever did was make me miserable.
This sense of insecurity,
Like a saw hanging above my existence.
Ready to fall off,
Ready to take the pain away,
Waiting for the moment, I give in.
The moment, I let go.
Let go off this ego.
Let go off this suffering,
Put an end to it, let it go.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Honest confession

I don't say it to pat myself on the back,
Never to feel the rush of the moment.
Its always an honest confession,
A beautiful way to express,
This deep pit of bliss.
Something I'll tell the world,
Just whisper it to you.
Love each move of your muscle,
The way your face lights up and potrays that smile.
Potrays happiness, making me happier.
I lose my mind each time you flick that hair.
I lose my mind each time you battle your eyelashes.
That blush that makes me flush.
The way you put on hand on top of mine,
I'm never giving up after that,
The world feels right,
When I tilt my head a bit, 
To provide the comfort you seek,
When you put your head that way,
On my shoulders, you leave a scent there.
Unlike any other fragnance known to man.
I don't say it to pat myself on the back,
Never to feel the like prince charming,
Just to do justice to your image in my eyes.
To do justice to the things I go through.
Brush your cheeks just to watch you shy away.
Whisper it to you or
I'll say it now,
" I love you. "

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Runaway

When you notice your smile,
Feel the little jump your heart does,
Blink twice at the bright colours,
Feel the darkness creep in, inviting horror.
When you march along like a zombie,
Cold hearted, expressionless and numb.
You feel their eyes bore on you.
This need to runaway,
Forget about everything and runaway.

When you notice the one standing on the corner,
A new specimen, It creeps you out for they smile.
Unlike the rest, this new experience makes you shiver.
When you feel like the untouchable who doesn't belong.
No where in particular.
Never in the light,
forever out of sight.
This need to runaway,
Forget about everything and runaway.

When you notice your happy moments,
When you sit next to the waves,
Feel the cold air tickle your ears.
Blink twice, capturing the perfect scenery.
They come and sit next to you,
Put their arm around your shoulder,
They smile...
This need to belong, A prayer answered.
This need to runaway,
Forget about everything and runaway.

Ces't La Vie, she said,

The chorus is Spanish, I just wanted to put it Spanish, for no reason..
Its actually... 
In this fairytale,
You're the princess.
The one I love,
With all my heart...
All my heart..
"
-------------------------------------

When I stand on the corner,
The time we decide,
It goes by and you don't show.
The world seems so scary,
I feel like just closing my eyes.
Escaping the reality,
For as long as possible,
Till these dark clouds wash away,
Pour a bit of rain down on me.
Reviving me to make me smile.
You gliding upon the rainbow.
Shining upon my horizon,
Like a shooting star.

En este cuento de hadas,
Tú eres la princesa.
A la que amo,
Con todo mi corazón ...
Todo mi corazón ..

I closed my eyes,
And let my paintbrush brush across the canvas.
Unplanned, visionless. I create a masterpiece,
Sitting on the edge of a cliff,
Without a care in the world,
With a picnic hat, you look so adorable.
Watching the sunset, One of the most beautiful sights to see.
Another day, just gone now.
Deep in though, you lay your head on my shoulder.
Its like a DejaVu,
I know it is,
When I hear you say..
"Its just another day, the sun comes around.. Ces't La Vie. "

En este cuento de hadas,
Tú eres la princesa.
A la que amo,
Con todo mi corazón ...
Todo mi corazón ..

Count them all.

I took my coat and left a note.
'Just a walk, be back in 5.'
I shoved my hands into my pockets and took a deep breath.
Feeling the wind, falling in love with the weather.
This love, seems so real,
This feeling got me going on,
'Wake up, I have to show you something'.
Now with you by my side, It feels so right,
This weather makes it so easy to feel.
The glove on your hand, makes me miss the feel.
Of your softness, the random tickle.
I could spend forever,
Living in this moment, perfect to feel.
I've wrote about it before,
In the words I've sent it,
'Only if we could stop time,'
Can we really?
I'd sit here gaze at the stars,
Count em all, Watch them fall.
Whisper the words that melt.
To you, the one that means most to me.
You're right here,
Right next to me.
Just ask me to,
And I'll define perfect.

Plasticity.

These letters depict my pain,
Wrote in red, could I just type it our,
Edit it a bit, A mask of tears all over.
Post it to you, would it matter?
It was over before long ago,
Before I learned the defination of life.
Its a race, between your ego and my plasticity.
The way you deform me with the way you say,
The way you constant jibe your attacks on my wounds,
Pouring fire on my misery,
Loving each moment of it,
It was over for me, finished.
Before I realised you were a beautiful lie,
The time I sat next to the warm waves,
The cold wind and the starry night.
I thought somehow, someday, you'd do the same.
Somehow, somewhere along the lines,
Somewhere maybe between the lines,
You could spot a fake smile.
And I'm stuck here waiting,
For the green light on my confession,
To remembering a moment forever,
Or regretting.
Either way, You changed me,
The way I think,
Like an animal I've tried running,
Away from this cage of misery,
In this state of plasticity,
You deform me.

She said.

She said its her day,
She laughed and smiled, you love it that way.
In seconds time, blew you away.
You looked into her eyes, What did you say?

It wasn't just today,
You felt like going back to yesterday.
She makes you stutter.
Loss of words when you see, you suffer.

She said "I'm on my way."
Just two blocks away,
You had this one shot, washed away.
You couldn't read the shine of her eyes,
The way she said 'Hey!',
Hurting inside, It was her birthday.

It wasn't just today,
You felt like going back to yesterday.
She makes you stutter.
Loss of words when you see, you suffer.

She said, "I gave you your chance."
You know she means it, End of your romance.
All you got was just a glance,
Before you knew, she was in France.
Left you here, writing these rants.

It wasn't just today,
You felt like going back to yesterday.
She makes you stutter.
Loss of words when you see, you suffer.

Just This Moment.

Don't take too much,
In giving me your hand,
Inch by inch, you're killing me.
I've this magic in me,
Let me comfort you.
Can't you just trust me,
Take my hand, let me feel your pain.
Give me one just, just a moment of your time.
I promise to make you smile,
Make your time worth the while..

I long for attention,
I smile at your mention.
Oceans I swam, Miles I ran.
To find your love and be your man.

Words they slip,
When put together, In a beautiful manner.
Worth dying for, something worth crying for.
Smiles they touch,
When delivered at the right moment,
At the right spot, sometimes they kill.
Contagiously make you mine.

We can all wish it was that simple.
Like a homeless man smiling with that dimple.
Falling in love with the weather,
He's not complaining, wrapper around that leather...

Just this moment,
I wish we were on talking terms,
Keeping away all my selfish thoughts,
I'd say " I'm leaving. " I'd watch you hesitate.
I wonder if you regret.
Lingering on the last touch,
Just one more time I turn around,
Never looking back, smiling ahead.
Letting my eyes fall upon the horizon,
Where my future lies.
This was my way of letting you know,
'You'll be love forever, forever's just a minute to me'

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Little.

Hey love, Its true.
When they said, "Dude, the way he looks at you",
The things they meant, They're through.
I'm in love, definitely in love, Baby, with you.
You hitch my breath and mask my fears.
Make me smile and pull me through.
I'm in love with you,
Its not a crush, This is not sugar rush.
I have a dream, make it true.

You stop time,
Its so fine,
It felt so right, Its mine.
This felt so strong, This world is now mine.

When its cold, I want to pull you near.
When its dark, I want to reflect your shine.
Your eyes, emerald green.
I see through them, witness the dreams unseen.
I'd take the leap for faith,
Swam in your world, Girl you eyes were the bait.

You stop time,
Its so fine,
It felt so right, Its mine.
This felt so strong, This world is now mine.

When the wind blows,
Your hair makes you prickle and it shows.
I reach out and stop in mid air,
Faking a high five with the one behind your chair.
I know you watch me, from the corner of the eye.
I followed you to your bus stop, you said "Bye".

You stop time,
Its so fine,
It felt so right, Its mine.
This felt so strong, This world is now mine.

All of it caught up to me now,
All of the times I wished you a good day,
All of the times I held you the chair,
All of the times, All kinds of time.
Little things I did,
Little...

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

High.

I'm high,
Right now you run in my mind.
Jump off, I fly.
To the depths of this world, Its you I find.
You come with love,
You come with peace.
I spot you from up above,
My promise, with every moment, My love will increase.
Holding your hand, I'd take you away.
Far off to the place where its just You and I.
When we talk of things, Left with nothing to say.
I'm here now, Theres no need to cry.
If I was looking for a gem,
You're right here.
If I was looking for perfection.
Its right there.
Below the sun, along the horizon.
We watch the sunset.
Set some fire, This love, its a poison.
I look at you, You're my cute brunette.
We sit with knees drawn back.
Burn those marshmellows,
I love the shine of your eyes, hearing the fire crack.
Wrap up with love, Feel this. This love as the wind blows.
I thought I was dreaming,
But when we swayed, And you shivered,
I tense up, you know..I'm fearing.
We broke the dawn, The light had us quivered.
Time flies when you're playing games.
When you sit and talk, Smile and laugh.
We labelled stars, Now remembering their names.
A look back to the time, Just a day and a half.
This night is flawless.
Don't you let it go.
This time, you leave me breathless.
This love is ours, Don't let it go.