Kyun?

Yaad hain saare woh lamhein,
Har zakhm yahaan jo pade,
Jaane anjaane mein,
Itna kyun rulate ho tum,
Itni umeed jaga kar,
Phir ruuth jaate ho tum,
Jab din dhalta hai,
Dhal jaate ho tum,
Mujhe yahaan sard mein chord jaate,
Haste muskuraate, khush rehte ho tum,
Aur hum yahaan,
Sir palat te rehte, ghabrate rehte,
Din badal na jaye,
Tumhare aate hue kaheen raat na hojaye.
Jaane anjaane mein,
Itna rulate kyun ho tum?

Har ghadi yahi ek tammana thi meri,
Nazar ghumakar tumhe dhundna na pade,
Har taraf yahi ek dard sama sa hai,
Idhar udhar bhatka rahe ho tum.
Jaane anjaane mein,
Kitna rula rahe ho tum,
Meri har pal ka sahara,
Tumhare bina kaisa bebas raha mein,
Har pal mehsuus hua yahaan,
Tere bina, dard mein raha mein,
Jaane anjaane mein,
Kitna rulaya tumne.
Itna rulate kyun ho tum?

Mirror of mine.

I'm looking at you,
And I see all my flaws,
All my shines and doubts,
My fears, reflect in your eyes.
Every step, I take,
I know you're there,
Every thought in my mind,
I'd give you no word,
All my promises, I know you'd keep,
A tear in your eye,
Falls on my palms,
They fall like pearls in the dark,
Every time you feel this wind,
I feel it too,
Everytime I see you,
I see me too,
Mirror of mine.
My mirror.

I could tell from your eyes,
For I've memorized all my expression,
There's no lying, no stabbing,
For I'm an open book to you,
Every word I say,
I know I can count on you,
You understand things I never say,
You reason the scars on me,
With tears, I only walk to you.
I know you know,
I know you feel this.
For, I'm nothing,
I'm your mirror.

Misery loves company.

There's so much pain in hiding,
In our tears and eyes.
We're holding on,
These broken pieces,
We've held all along,
With our broken smiles,
We've paved their days,
With the promises we make,
To people we've never seen again,
From city to city.
You and me, my misery.
We've walked seasons and rain.
We've climbed mountains and hills.
In search of peace,
We've only fell asleep.
In your arms, like my dream last night,
I found peace, when I remembered you.

I remember your cries,
They're in every corner of this town,
When you yelled into my veins,
I remember when you cut me off,
I stood there, stabbed by every word,
Me and my misery,
We smiled for the curtains,
Closing on my life,
My love, my heart.
Closing on the brightest star,
It dimmed to darkness.
In uncertainity.
It dimmed to nothing.
Just me and my misery.

......

Dil darr gaya,
Aaj jab woh lamhe yaad aye,
Main ghabra gaya, phisal gaya.
Har taraf sirf andhera chaa gaya,
Kuch samajh nahi aaya,
Kuch kar nahi paaya.
Wahaan meri jaan jaa rahi thi,
Aur mein khada raha,
Masuum, berehem, dard mein,
Main khada raha,
Inn purani yaadoon mein,
Yeh jo aansoon bahe the,
Unko kas kar, mein khada raha.

Dream.

Somewhere deep inside of me,
There's still that spark,
When opened to air,
It burns up again,
I remember when I closed my eyes last night,
You held me in your hands,
I feel so close to love,
So close to perfection,
There were no apologies,
No words joining our last.
There was no pain in my heart,
When I look at you,
There was only love.
When I heard your voice,
There was only love.
Love. Love. Love.

Somewhere I know you're still here,
Beating me harder than before,
As I breathe and wait,
I remember how it feels,
Every tickle of your hair,
With my head on your lap,
I feel your fingers on my cheeks,
I remember the darkness when I close my eyes,
The outline of you, my guardian angel,
Behind my eyes,
When they're close,
I remember this,
From when my eyes were close.
Last night, I feel close to perfection.

For all of you.

Petals and leaves,
Fallen, soaked and seeped.
Every drop of dew,
Shining in this morning sun,
Vanishing in my eyes.
They're here somewhere,
Hiding from all of us,
Like my pain, they're hiding,
Behind the chirps of these birds,
They're holding hands,
And standing far away,
Until there's darkness,
They'll be back again,
My sadness,
Like the dew and these chills.
With the moon,
They'll be back.

Sweeter than these eyes,
With his cries and giggles,
Crawling into these arms,
They're here today, tomorrow, forever.
So passionate and deep,
Their love, unexplanable,
Like tears in their eyes,
For the pain of one.

Don't let it go,
These tears you're holding back,
They'll make you tumble,
Trip and fall,
For every tear you shed,
They'll break you down.
They'll make you weak.
I'm here, for all your pain.
For your hurt,
For ever stab, I'll be your back.
My arms are stretched wide,
For all of you.
I'm here forever, for all of you.

....

Aadha adhura,
Chalta raha mein,
Dil mein sirf wahi dard,
Har taraf sirf wahi yaadien,
Abhi mein duur nahin,
Awaaz doge to mein aajaonga,
Abhi sirf aadhi hi raat hui,
Lautado woh saare gham,
Le lo har yeh jhuuti khushi.
Kal ko aankhon mein nami toh nahi rahe gi,
Jab jab raat hogi, ek aadat to rahegi.
Is dard sehne ki halat to rahegi.

Dear Mommy.

So soft like heaven,
Her touch lighter than all feathers,
Her eyes bring peace,
With my tears, she dies.
When he holds me tight,
She forgets if its the night.
With everything I do,
She holds herself together,
Just to hold me tight,
Just to wipe my tears.
To give me her love,
Eternal, unconditional.
She goes through so much,
My Mom, she does so much for me.

Dear Mom,
Your dreams are mine,
This heart you've given me,
This heart beats for you.
My Mom, I love you.
All of me, is all for you.
Your baby.

I still remember,
When I first opened my eyes.
I remember your tears,
They felt so precious on my cheeks,
I saw you, so beautiful.
With my voice, you died inside,
Watching me cry,
You'd shut the world,
Just to hold me together,
Smiling, laughing,
Close to you,
My Mom, I remember your tears.
They fell on my cheeks.
When I cried and you called my name.

Dear Mom,
Your dreams are mine,
This heart you've given me,
This heart beats for you.
My Mom, I love you.
All of me, is all for you.
Your baby.

Pleasure in pain.

I run and run and run,
Keep coming back to you,
For every moment in pain,
Winced eyes, and clenched fists,
I'm holding on to you,
While you're letting me fall,
Giving me pain,
Making me feel, every inch.
Of this hate, of this misery.
I feel alive,
When I'm holding on to you,
I find pleasure, in this pain.
In this pain you put me through.

Days and weeks and months and years,
I've never changed,
But you've been like seasons,
Making me numb and peeling my skin,
You've hurt me like these blades,
Pieces through my skin,
With the darkness in everything you do,
You've got me so stuck,
So stuck to everything you do,
I find love,
In your eyes when you stab me,
I find love,
In your touch, when you're burying me.
Down in the ground.
I feel alive,
For all you've put me through.

Tears and Smiles.

Steps by steps,
Like the clouds fall into place,
The pieces of their hearts,
They fall together,
Sometimes just the two,
Sometimes the scars of the past,
They heal when they meet,
One hand holds the other,
Close and tight,
Healed by the other.
When the clouds shatter,
It rains tears,
Tears and smiles,
For tomorrow,
Another grey sky.
Too much rain,
When they crash together,
They burst into tears.
Tears and rain.
Pieces of our hearts.
We're like the clouds,
Waiting to come togethers,
Sometimes we crash and burst,
Tears and rain,
Sometimes we come together,
Fall into love,
Tears and smiles.

Feels so true.

You strike me,
High and mighty,
Not just to see,
You feel so soft,
Every moment here with you,
Feels so new,
Feels so true.
Like you're replacing the wounds,
Covering me, making me feel safe,
Giving me the sunshine,
To open up again,
At times like the morning,
To get out in the sun,
Feel every inch of my skin,
This burning sensation in my heart,
When you leave with no note,
When you leave for so long,
You strike me,
Surprisingly leaving me overwhelmed.
I'm like the moon to you,
You give me light,
And I shine for you,
I'm next to you,
In the day, at night.
Covering me with your light,
Making me feel safe.
You, feel so new.
Feel so true.

Whisper 'Lets Go.'

Lights flickers,
Like the smiles you bring to me,
They shine, when I stare down at them,
Thunder and lightning,
With your voice, piercing.
Through this darkness,
Holding me together,
Holding me tight,
Its just you and me,
And I'm falling deep,
Into this darkness,
Over and over,
And I'm thankful to you,
For every second that I breathe,
You bring me back,
Up to the heights,
Where we watch the moon shine,
The lights fade,
As they close their eyes,
They're windows dimming,
The streets haunting the barks,
The trees shunning these birds,
We sit there,
You hold me together,
With your angel like voice,
Piercing through my problems.
There's too much to live for,
There's a long way to go,
You hold my hand,
Smile at the moon,
The stars, the thunder,
You look into my eyes.
You hold me together,
Whispering 'Lets go.'

Oh soul of my life.

I'm not certain about this place,
Where I am right now,
Every feeling I try to feel,
Everything I try to remember,
Hurts me deep down,
Where have you put me?
Oh soul of my life.
What have you done to me?
I don't know what to see,
What to feel, what not to feel.
Right now I feel this emptiness,
Like the sky in this place,
Wherever you've brought me,
Oh soul of my life,
Right now I see roads,
With no turns,
With no lights.
With no where to go,
And I'm not sure where to go,
What have you done?

 

España

Whatever or whoever I've been supporting,
Its a coincidence that I've been supporting them since the year 2003.
John Cena and Espana, Michael Schumacher as well :D
Its been a long time coming hey?
Euro 2008 - World Cup 2010 - Euro 2012.
España - España - España

Heartbreak of this season was David Villa, and Puyol.

Missed that No 7 magic, they game changer Puyol <3
What was really depressing was, for these glory hunter supporters of the teams,
They ruin the moods and everything.
So, Italy vs Germany was on way,
They said, Germany would win,
I myself, expected Germany to win, but the unpredictable Italian game changed everything,
By the time the clock hit 90 mins, I saw tweets of my fellow Spaniards tweeting that they're not sure if España would win this year.

This post here is just to make them feel bad about themselves,
If you doubted the game of Spain, then you're not an España fan. :D