One. Two. Three.

I'm a little less into it,
A little hazier than before,
Like these memories that fade away,
Day after the other, I'm a little nervous.
Cuz you're so beautiful,
Catching my eye,
I'm a little nervous and I'm walking your way.
Watch me if I smile,
Just look away if I breathe for a while.
When I pull through this,
When I feel you next to me,
This need of me, It dies and I'm alive.
When you're near, I can feel the air thicken,
Its harder to breathe, harder than before.
Can I be tougher when you weaken me?

I'm falling down, and up here for you.
Less than yesterday, it hurts today.
When I see you at the corner,
I follow this shine and I find you.
Smiling at me, can this be true?
If I turn around and count to three,
I feel this air, fresher than before.
Could this be true?
This warm day in november,
Flowers in my hands and you greet me with a peck.
I close my eyes and wait for the weakness.
Until the air gets thicker.
And I start feeling you near,
I'm waiting for this dream to fade away.
Counting to three..
Set me free..

The lines.

When I'm hopeless and broken,
She says its me she's taken.
She knows when I'm down
Just by the way I sound.
I'm a little slow again,
Reading between the lines again,
Scared of a few goodbye's,
Moment that never last, red eyes..
Feelings that just won't go,
Away from you, in my heart they grow.
A little scared. I'm a little in pain...
When look at me, and call my name.
I'm counting seconds till you leave again..
I hope tomorrow it wont be the same.
I walk miles to you, I feel you near,
My heart beats for you, I need you here.
Theres not much this heart can take,
Give me more and feel me palpitate.
I picture days, years from now..
I picture them perfect, like their real somehow.
If I need you to hold my hand, and stay tonight...
If you slip like sand, who will make this right?
She knows when I'm down..
Just by the way I sound..
I'm a little slow again,
Reading between the lines..

Overprotective.

I can never tell you how it feels,
When you shed a tear,
I cry a river.
When you call my name,
I wish you could feel my heartbeat.
Hold me and feel it..
Hurt by the thought of you being hurt,
I'd give my life whenever you'd need.

I wish I could tell you how I feel,
I smile when you tell me you love me,
When I hear your beautiful voice,
I'm craving to see you,
I'm craving for touch of your hand,
Hold me and feel my heartbeat...
My heart's craving so muchfor you.
The way it beats,
I just wish I could make you feel.

Give me all your pain,
Take away my smiles,
Give me all your sorrow,
Take away my happiness..
I could never picture a tear in your eye,
For as long as you're with me, forever.
I'll prayfor you tears and pain.
Give me all your love and watch me smile in wain.
I'm thankful, yours, overprotective and weak.
Dont ever hurt, you carry my heart, I'm just a little weak.

Through my eyes.

Under the clear skies and the,
Beautiful morning, you'd be,
Here smiling to the new today,
Everything smiles your way.
You are beautiful, you give life.
I'm here, wondering without you, my life.
So hard and its true,
So deep and I love you.
Just your voice and it lifts me up,
I'm just a little scared, messed up.
You're beautiful, just stay here.
Calm me down, kill my fear.
So hard and its true.
So deep, and I love you.

These words together,
Its got us crying.
You and me together,
Beautiful and amazing.
So hard and So deep.
Its true, I love you.

I'm amazed when you call my name,
So beautiful and the feelings never the same.
I can feel you when you're near,
I'm where you are, staying here.
I watch you smile, from the side.
Your beautiful hair, your eyes they hide.
I'm caught up in your smile.
Just staring all the while.
You're beautiful, just stay here.
Call my name, pull me near.

These words together,
Its got us crying.
You and me together,
Beautiful and amazing.
So hard and so deep.
Its true, I love you.

Just hold my hand and live life,
I'm all you'll need, to survive.
Without a hint of sadness,
I'll be all your happiness.
You are beautiful,
Baby just be careful,
When I'm calling for you..
Reach out, I'm right there kneeling for you...

Caught Up.

I kept listening to the words you never said,
To the promises you never kept,
Looking from window to window,
Just waiting for you to see me.
When it rained and I heard you,
The thunder shuned my cries.
I needed you more than ever,
Looking into the darkness,
I was there scraping my knees,
Waiting for your smile to make it all okay,
You smile and its all okay.

I kept walking towards you,
When you keep moving and I'm lost.
Lost being lost in your love.
I'm screaming for your name but you're never close.
Caught up in your smile, I smile.
I know you'll be here someday,
In this rain, I wait under under the bridge.
I could smell you from miles away..
This one night I smile and you hugged me tight.
I needed you more than ever,
Waiting for your smile,
Smile for me and it'll be alright.

Feel.

Tell me how you feel,
When I tell you i love you,
I'm crushing my heart when you look away,
I'm giving me life when you smile..
Tell me how you feel..
If I carry you away, feel your heartbeat every night.
If I sing to you when you snore softly,
With you head on my shoulder.
Can I be the one to give you everything, anything.
Tell me how you feel...

I notice your absense,
I notice it in my silence,
I notice it in my restlessness.
I know you're not here when my heart pounds.
It aches for you, dieing to know how you feel.
You love running in my vein, making me numb,
Giving me the fever when you hold my hand.
Tell me how you'll feel,
If I steal your heart,
Lock it inside mine and melt the keys..
Tell me how you feel, about me loving you forever.

Words

Just give it a little time,
They say like its so easy,
Going through the same ring of fire,
Burning yourself just like an animal,
If you fall down, just get back up,
When you're hurt, just be a man..
If youre shattered, pull yourself together..
When you're angry, just spit it out..
Just mere words and the way they put em,
In the hearts shattered like this one,
Shattrred beyond repair,
Take a step when you pull it again,
Take a step when you fall again..
Just give it a little time they say,
Just like all the little things they say..

I was bleeding from my heart,
I know you felt it too,
Could you ask me why? You could, why didnt you?
If words could heal me I'd never cry,
Theyre everywhere but not really there..
Singing sweet songs to me, while you watch me cry..
Another day and I'm falling again,
Pushing away my pieces, like I'm trying to fall.
Until you sing again, hold me tight..
Pull me together, prepare me for a fight.

Call my name.

Overlooking every little pin,
The pricks me and makes me bleed,
With these wounds dieing everyday,
Every little flaw in you,
I take it in, bleeding it out.
Like I'm here for you everytime,
When it hits me like this,
I need your voice, more than ever.
That soft tone in which you call my name,
Changing everything by just calling my name.
And in the rain, when the cloud burst together,
Shivering in cold, I can smell you here..
As the seas form, taking me to you,
When this city lights up, with the lightning in the sky,
It shines your name and I smile and grin.
Turning to where you are,
Needing you to call my name,
This rain, numbing me again,
When I feel my wounds, its like they're never here..
Blinding me from the sadness,
This rain heals all my pain,
It rains here when you call my name.

A few steps.

I'm a few steps from crying,
A few steps from walking to you,
Until the dawn break,
And the sun dies down.
I see your smile,
And you calm me down.
Hold me until the tears try,
Hug me until I'm loved again.
I'm a few steps short,
I'm missing you..

Even in my dreams,
I'm hazy and I fall for you.
Close to perfect,
How you are, perfect to feel.
When you hold me tight,
I turn to sand,
Slipping through your fingers,
A few steps from dreaming again.
In the middle of the night,
I'm missing you...

Its like you're at every corner,
When I turn,
I hear you call for me.
I'm disturbed, unable to keep you of my mind,
When I see you everywhere,
And I hear you with my eyes closed.
I can feel you here,
Like I'm a few steps from holding.
A few steps from missing you...

You're here.

If you're here,
Watch me watching you,
I know you'd smile,
So I close my eyes,
I pull myself together,
Waiting for you to shatter me,
With the smile and the look in your eyes,
Throwing me to every corner,
I could die in that moment,
When you move closer,
But you're still not here.
I know I'll die when you're here...
I'm out of breathe, and you're still not here.

I'm a few steps away from you,
Frozen, unable to utter a word,
I know you're looking at me,
I can feel the shine of your eyes.
Heating me, like giving me cold shivers.
I use every spec in me,
Just to smile back,
Just this time letting you know,
I'm frozen when you smile at me,
Could I ever walk to you,
Fix this emptiness,
Could I ever talk to you,
Give life sparkles of happiness.

Without you.

Something pulls me to you,
I walk with my eyes closed,
And my heart thumps,
Getting closer to you,
Until I can feel you here,
Like the perfect warm breeze,
Or the soft touch in the numbness,
I open my eyes and see you there,
From the side you look so beautiful,
Little faraway, making me smile.
With every little move you make,
I close my eyes and try to breathe,
Hiding until you see me,
With the most beautiful smile,
Right there, in those beautiful eyes.
I see my happiness,

Its so hard to miss,
Every flick of hair,
Every spec of blush.
When I stare at you,
With so much love,
It makes me weak,
With so much love,
I feel overwhelmed.

Pulling me to you,
I know you love me too.
When you look so beautiful,
Making me shiver,
Make me wonder..
If theres a day I can life,
Without you...
Without the beating of my heart,
Without the sight of my life.
When I don't see you.

Break me now.

Its not the silly little dance,
Or the sloppy big smile.
This is the thump of my heart,
Its so deep, so loud, so hard.
I'm falling now,
Falling for you.
Your eyes, calming me now.

I always thought I was dreaming,
Stopping at the corners,
Wondering if you'd be here,
And she says I'm blind,
Reading papers every day..
Underneathe the words,
I'm falling,
Falling for you,
Your voice, calling me now..

Its the worry in your eyes,
That I could never see,
I'm blinded by your love,
Now trembling to see you again.
Bumping into things,
When I think of you,
Falling everywhere,
Falling for you...
This wish to see you,
Breaking me now.

Let Me Love.

In the world of your own,
With the little pieces of me.
You laugh and ache my heart,
You smile and melt in my eyes.
The happiness they bring to me,
Come here and feel me smile,
When my heart beats to your laugh.
And my eyes shine to your smile.
Put me together and watch my love shine.
Brighter than ever,
When you put me together.

With the little things you do,
Inching me closer,
With the love you bond me,
In the darkest of hours,
Reaching out to the softest in me,
You read my thoughts and smile,
Smile before I tell you I love you,
Laugh before I make a face,
With the little things you do,
You put me together,
Put me together and let me love.

Don't turn away.

I don't know how to breathe,
Or to live without you another day.
I can't seem to work my mind,
Through the clouds without you,
I hurt and I feel every pinch,
When you're here, It stings like love.
When I don't know how to live,
How can I live without you?

If I cross your mind,
Think for a while,
Maybe I'm on my knees,
At the end of the road,
Crying for you.

I remember talking to you,
All night long, mapping your eyes.
From your eyes to your smile,
I remember each muscle that twitched.
When you look at me, questioningly.
I smile and say nothing,
I fell in love, in that moment.
With your smile, the way you make me feel.
With your presense, thing tingles it gives me.
If I live like this,
Whats living if its not through yours eyes?

If I cross your mind,
Think for a while.
Maybe I'm on my knees,
At the end of the road,
Crying for you.

This time, don't walk away,
Don't turn away, I'm right here waiting.
Don't be afraid, if its real.
I'll be on my knees and you'll smile for me.

Maybe.

Maybe when I stare away from you,
And I tell you about every little thing,
Just to make you look away,
While the tears slip away.
With my fake smiles that you seem to buy.
You could never know how much it kills me,
With every day you remind me off,
These memories set fire,
Maybe I have alot to cry about,
Maybe I need your shoulder,
Maybe you're too distant,
Too far away.

When you say hello and smile at the end,
I know you're there, feeling the hesitation,
When my voice comes out in muffles,
And I clear my throat from the allergies,
You smile and I wipe it away,
Dieing to let you know,
Unable to breathe when you're here,
Unable to think when you look at me,
Crumbling paper after paper, with your name everywhere,
And I love how you smile to my fake gestures.
In love with you but I couldn't let you know.
With every word you said,
I pretend how they soothe my heart,
While I die inside,
Just to lay on your shoulder,
Maybe just to let you wipe my tear.

All over town.

Walk me to the sea,
Wait with me for the sunset,
Amidst the dust, the noise.
The crowd, the clowns and the horses.
Laugh just for me,
When you smile just for me,
Hold my hand and walk along the sea.
Talk about anything and everything,
With the little things that we notice,
Like the faces on the moon,
And the stars spelling your name,
Shining all over town,
Through the corner of your eye,
When you caught me staring,
Blush until I notice you flush.
Its hard not to stare, when you look so beautiful.
You're beautiful, and I couldn't stop staring.

Give me your heart, and I'll stand by you,
Hold your hand everytime the sun sets by,
When the rain falls, together we'll dance.
When the moonlight shines your brown eyes,
We can sing the songs, lie along the shore.
Until you fall on me, and I fall for you.
Brushing your hair until your blush.
With the soft peck to the side of your face,
We can stay like this forever,
I'm in love and I'll shout it all over town.

Feel the love for you.

I put my hand on my heart,
I know you're here,
When it beats so hard,
This is how I feel you near,
When you come closer,
Closer they beat together.
Out of breath when you breathe near me,
I feel every thump and it takes your name,
Pulling you near,
Calling you to me,
Make me clentch my heart,
And feel the love for you.

I close my eyes,
Everytime I see you there,
Where you smile right at me,
With those beautiful eyes shining,
I try to stay calm but my heart races,
Slower than feeling you here,
I can almost see you,
When you take my name,
Miles away, and it gives me the chills.
This one voice of yours,
It holds me down,
This soft voice of yours,
Makes me clentch my heart,
And feel the love for you.

Holding me tight.

Its very rare that I really like what I write, this is one.

When you leave me with me,
Leave me with my pen and my paper,
I write it all down,
When every thought branches to the dark side,
I need you here to hold my hand,
Guide me to the light.
Tear the pages that reflect the tears,
Burn the pages that hurt my eyes,
Hold my hand and write with me,
With every word how you form that smile,
I'd write forever and sit next to you,
Sit in the dark, where you shine the light,
Tell love what love is,
And teach life how to live,
When I smile on the face of hate,
With my pen and paper, I write love,
Write a love letter to rage,
Pouring it all everywhere,
Without you here, it goes all wrong,
You leave me here, falling in the darkness,
When you leave me here, my thoughts turn colder.
Colder, chilling me down to the bone.
When you hold me tight,
I have the world in my hands.
With my words I turn around this world,
With you guiding me to the light,
Holding me tight.

The depth of life.

All the yesterdays,
Turning the tomorrows to a hopeful ray,
Every day its a new scar,
Every night, tears for their eyes.
I think I've made this mistake,
Turning my tables upside down,
Now I lift myself up,
Hangout upside down, clearing it all.
Looking at you, from the good to the worse.
Ending with the lies to cry for.
For everytime you put a blade on your skin,
Let the blood fall off,
With my fingers I wipe them off,
I let you stare at me,
Without a word, I make you understand,
The depth in this life,
The meaning of this world,
As they grow greyer,
Turning away from the darkness,
Your precious eyes lay no tears again,
When I'm around you shine like fire.
Away from the ground, fly away.
The shadows capture the pain,
Moving as time goes,
Leaving no mark to be found,
When life turns you around,
Just hold my hand, we'll look upside down.
Go to the depth of life...

Hole.

One thing I've noticed,
When I'm down, I can't express.
Its like this hunger to relate,
But all I see is darkness,
When I'm harsh I can't see,
The innocence, the pain in their eyes.
With every nerve exploding,
How can you try to stay calm?

One thing I've noticed,
When I'm hurt, I can't feel.
This numb feeling that captures all of me,
It all hurts inch after inch,
Taking all of me..
With every step, putting back a piece.
When I fall into pieces, counting them all.
I see you in pieces of me,
With your love, you make me whole,
Now shattered again, will you fill this hole?

One thing I've noticed,
When I'm smiling, I think of you.
Pictures of you fill my vision,
When I close my eyes, theres no more darkness,
You smile back at me, with the pearls in your eyes.
When I miss you, I just close my eyes,
Escape this loneliness until you call my name,
With the voice that makes me whole,
You call my name and fill this hole.

Dear Life.

Dear Life,
You and me, together we've been broken, battered, and shattered.
Loved, been cared of and felt absolutely out of words.
When I try to feel this happiness that I feel very rarely,
Why do you place me with my pain?
When I make a mistake, you pierce my heart with guilt.
Leaving me shattered for days long, very close apart.
When I look for the day, it rains,
Why do you bring up the sunshine?
When I cry in the night, why do they knock on my door?

Together, you and me, we've felt love, we've felt hate.
When I look towards the end, why is there darkness?
When I feel this love, it feels like its always there.
And hate hovers, over all that makes us smile.
Over all that makes us feel right.
When I hurt myself, why do you open their eyes?
When I'm not there, trying to get away, Why do you make them need me?

When I'm not with you, I lie there.
When I'm with you, I'm stabbed, lied to and hurt.
I've tried letting you know about my fears,
But I'm afraid you'll put me right there,
With them, left to hurt, left to cry,
Like its a test,
Are you a test?

Truly.

Cages set me free,
And fashion hurts my eyes.
When I count steps to pain,
I'm half a step away.
When I walk to love,
I cry a river,
And drown in the water.

When you're truly mine,
Distant from the world,
I look back and see the darkness,
I open my eyes and stare at you,
Stare at you, smiling at me.
When I close my eyes,
I see my life without you.

When I wonder if I could breathe without you,
I try to tell you how I love you,
Words make no sense,
In my touch, they sing this song.
I try to push you away,
Captivated by the words I said,
Leaving you never again,
You'll live without me, never again.

If you were truly mine.

Back and Forth.

Drifting back and forth,
Lost the view, living in the dark.
Where do I fall off to?
If I leap from this high cliff,
The wind here feels like hate,
The skin here feels like fire.
Until the morning light,
I'm stuck between four walls,
Drifting back and forth,
Between you and me,
Missing you, Needing you.

When my hands don't reach your curls,
Twitching in the air,
My fingers feel so numb,
Stretched out to all I can feel.
Running until I feel nothing,
To jump, leap off of here.
Jump back to love,
To never lose the view,
Have you in my mind,
Until I fly off back and forth,
From you me to you,
Missing you no more.
Needing you when you're here no more.

Harder, Deeper.

A few days and its always never been the same,
Two days and I'm falling out again,
Falling in love, but falling hard for you.
All over again, knees deep burning myself.
With every tick life changes, as I blink.
Time goes by, its never the same.
Deeper and deeper, with every word you say.
Falling in love, falling harder for you.

When the sun hides behind the clouds,
It gets colder here,
When it gets dark here, I remember the shine.
The moonlight piercing here,
The stars shining brighter,
But you're shine on,
Over them all, diming the world.
With every breath you take,
I'm falling in love with you..

My heart beats, this unusual beat,
When you're around, I feel this hard thump.
I've never felt this way,
Its all in the movies, but they're all true.
When you're in love, this happens to you.
When the warm feels cold, and the cold just itches.
Every morning, the smile hurts my lips.
Too wide, too deep.
As the time goes by,
I'm falling deeper for you.

Swag.

I super fly,
Look at me and say 'A'ight!'
When we go down, with roll them flags,
Switch it up with fire, we got swag.
Worry about no other,
Fire it up with your brada, your nigga.
Kick em in the heels,
With dirt on their face, ask em how it feels.
For the right time is right now,
Walk away from their freakshow,
Walk from right to left,
Drive these cars with autotheft.
If you like to fall,
Just fall in love.
Beautiful and delusional,
Scary but so illusional,
Be frank, feel the honesty.
Get slapped by the lie of velocity.
From insane, you drive me to Lil Wayne.
He fly, I got then dog paw chain.
Drive me crazy,
But you're too lazy.
We just badass, to cool like that.
Willow smith, we whip it like crack!
If you need me, just call my name,
I'm all over town stealing your game.
With the wheels I'm spinning, we get that jackpot.
Hit me up on twitter, I'll be just like Jack's bot.

My Broken Heart

After you walk away,
I miss so much.
After I lose you,
I hurt so much.
When the clouds fade,
The moon cries your name,
The stars shine your face,
And I breathe your scent.
They said, music gives life in a broken heart,
If every thought ends with a song,
And every morning starts with a rhyme.
I've had it all broken, so for long.
Folded in the lies of life,
Battered by the harsh thoughts,
Singing to sleep,
I cry in the morning.
With my heart in my hand,
I walk miles beating each step.
Every step leading to your door,
For once, leaving it all away.
Giving you all of me,
Handing you pieces of me.
My broken heart.